Bellarie's

2011-09-08T01:50:00.004+08:00

Have no idea why i resort to blogging instead.

Perhaps, just feel like emptying my thoughts.

Don't feel like saying to any earthlings, so this is the best way, to express, i guess?

Caught up with lots of problems recently.

Poor grades. Relationships. x.x

been trying hard to stay focus and commit myself more to studies.

time is running out.

but Im always feeling distracted.

c'mon, bellarie, nothing eles is more important than studies at this instance...

... i really miss u. its been a week.

i wanna live in your heart, so i'll be able to hear ur thoughts.

i wanna share ur burden, and i dn wish to be a burden to u at all.

I wanna see the smile on ur face, for it lightens my day.

idk what ur thinking, how ur feeling.

but i know, ur not feeling 100% happy.

All these time, i've also been thinking.

Im the root of the problems. -sigh-

its not only your fault, boii.

i have a part to play too.

I'd like to make a change if i had a chance.

I wanna cheer u up. and i dont wanna bring u down ever again.

don't be cold. don't shield me away.

lemme continue being a part of u.

even as a friend.. <3

Cause some days stay gold forever.

2011-05-21T10:55:00.003+08:00

Wow, actualy its been lonnng since i last updated. ><
Superrrr busy this term.
Very happening. heheh.
But this term pass super fast worhhh.
Speech Day, POP, NPCC Day, Prefect's Investiture.
4 big event, train until I damn stress.
One after another :X
After that is MYE liao.
man, im so disappointed with my MYE results :(

*this is not overall*
Chem - A1
Sci (phy,bio -) A1
Humanies (ss,geog) - B4
Chinese - B4
English - C6
Emaths - D7
Amaths - E8.
:(:(
Super disappointed with Humanities and Emaths :X
blehhhhh. :(
suan lerh, I'll work hard during holiday :D

Anw, Im dying to catch a movie!
this year watch 2 times nia.
barely have time lorh.
seeeeee! this shows how busy I am ;X
Kungfu panda 2 coming out. (Y)

Alrighty, i think I've got no more crap to say.
Later going flagday -.-
Take care! :D

Hello CL-SHIP :D

2011-05-21T10:34:00.002+08:00

20-5-2011 was the day my batch took over CCSS NPCC Unit :)
Mixed feelings though.
Rather excited, nervous, scared, upset.
Upset cuz, I'll miss my seniors very much x.x

Anw, CONGRATZ to everyone of us.
cuz all of us are NCOs now :)
I will do my veryyyy best to lead the unit along with my fellow squadmates.
I believe no obstacle is too big as long as we do not give up.
Good luck peoples!
30 weeks, 30 proposals, WE CAN DO IT :D

2011-02-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hellos guys.
Been totally shag ever since school reopen.
So this is upper sec life. I flunk my chinese.
F9, oh great.
Well. :X
felt demoralised.
anyways, been quite stressed up cuz of my work.
Esp Maths.
Not much of a problem with Emaths, More of Amaths.
11 quiz from ace-learning.
Thats insane.
I FREAKING WANNA BANG MY HEAD ON THE WALL.
Im not looking forward to tomorrow, receiving back class test.
I'll get nightmare and become traumatise. LMAO
well, im trying to adapt to sec 3 life :X
But I've been a heavy slacker too.
time to pay more attention in class and wake up !
I'm having troubles with bio too.
Please don't meddle around with my life and screw it up ! :(
I totally forget about english.
HAHA,
well.. just needa brush up on my vocab and skills.
If not really GG.
:(
...
And im a slow writer.
should write faster.
HAHAHA :D

I won't give up on Amaths :)
BRING IT ON, LOGARITHMS ><
I'LL GET THE HANG OF YOU (HOPEFULLY)
But i better brush up on my amaths indices before i get screwed further later on.
uhhh man.

Okay, goodie nights :)

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2011-01-08T16:10:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah, MATH.
Mr Helmi starting throwing more work at us for A maths
assignment 1, 2, and revision to complete for the weekends.
MUAHAHA.
Hey.. my class is so guai :X
So quiet like as if we're having test or something.
we could even hear every single word that the teacher says next door.
Oh yeah, and we got scolded from English teacher for being too quiet :X
GAHHH.

Bio class, miss Ling called us to buy 10 year series for Bio & Chem already.
SO FAST ><

Yesterday was hell tiring.
changed to full u.
drill for like dk how many hours.
BOOOO
received my sana, cilvil defence, NYAA badge :D
got 8 badges for uniform now ^^
sweeeet~
missed out the kayaking bdage cuz i didnt went for the course.
SCARY :O

then went dinner with Ash at tmall.
so full ><
so walk to century square to see chopper. (as in not chopper that chopper)
Its a super cute anime character in One Piece :D
Fell in love with chopper.
so keeeeewwwwwwt :X
then went home around uhh.. 9?
took bus 28.
went one big round.
so rested in bus..
Ash got car sick :O
then pei him wait for bus at bus stop :D
reached home around 10 :X
unpack stuff & bathe.
fell asleep immediately.
Must have been too tired :X

today woke up at 1.30pm
HAHA.
then chatted with Ash on the phone awhile.
Ate my lunch after that.
Did Amaths after that.
I keep on messing up with the signs.
GRRR..
then got stuck at the sq for matrix.
myat say he's outside.
Forget it, i find help on my own :D
Acelearning :P
Budden... ended up on fb and now blogging.
HAHA.
My aim is to complete either assignment 2 or revision 1 today :)
MMMMMAAAAATTTHHHH IIIISSSSS FFFUUUNNN. LOL
as long as the idea is ok.. IT SHOULD BE FINE.
just that im dumb.
so yeah.
zzz
:X

alright tatas!
I want go watch TV lerh (another bad bad temptation)
BYE :D

MATHS BLUES

2011-01-05T20:54:00.005+08:00

Wow, I've come across 2 type of people.
1 - They're a maths genius, geek, fan. Of course, distinction for maths is as easy as 123.
2 - They detest maths till they can even forsake their marks in exam just cuz they find that they see no hope in maths. Of course, they hate maths, results won't be as good.

Today is my first day of A maths lesson.
teacher explain 1 question to us and threw back 10 question as homework.
all of a different level.
NICE.
I shall use more than 4% of my brain :D

Time to start..... working hard :)

2011-01-02T18:06:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah, just an update about my new year's resolution :P

1) im gonna shower before 8pm :D HEHEHE
2) Im gonna sleep before 11pm everyday :P
3) Im gonna wake up early so I'll be in time for prefect's assembly in the morning. Dont need morning PT :(
4) which is the most important one. Im gonna write a target for my results and work towards it.
English - B4
A.maths -B4
E.maths -B3
Pure chem - A2
Comb Sci (Bio,Phy) - A1
Comb humans (Geog,ss) - A1,
MT - C5? :(

I really gotta work so hard for my A.maths & E.maths.
Even sleep also must dream of Maths :X HEH
uhhhh... chinese. im hopeless. :X
Im gonna buck up on english too.
As for my sciences and humanities, not much of a worry :)
If i can Ace my Maths, how wonderful can my results be? :P
if not i'll really be slogging and mugging for 1 subject. A maths :X

At the end of 2 years, I gotta see myself in JC studying Geog.
OR Biomedical science in Singapore Poly.
JY ^^

Its 2011 !

2011-01-02T16:00:00.002+08:00

This shall be my last post before school reopen.

Its the second day of 2011 ! ^^
To be frank, i missed 2010 lots :/

In 2010, the first great thing is i went to NPAP !
Those 2 months was really awesome.
But its kinnda tough cuz we gotta bring uniform to school everyday,
leave class at 1pm on wed & fri,
rush to Ngee Ann sec by 2pm.
Then travel all the way to Choa Chu kang,
After that a long journey back to Ngee Ann and back home again.
Since 2010 ends, I proudly say that NPAP was my happiest moment in 2010 :]

After that i met someone.
Someone that I thought was 'lame, nothing better to do, child like, irritating me with those smses'. LOL joke :X
Hehes, ASHLEY ^^
The first impression he left me was that he's different from other guys.
He's like so... innocent, shy, easily contented type of guy.
But after that... uhhh.. neh.
He's so hard to please now! xD
I'm like the maid and he's the king :X
HAH :X
Anw, happy belated 7th month dear. :)
I'll try my best not to get to obsessed with him. :D
he might get turn off :(

Next! It was SYF.
uhhhh... its really shag to have 2 major parades consecutively :/
I remembered those bruises and back aching moments.
THANKS TO THE RIFLE :)
being in GOH has a price to pay too :/
But well done, i mastered rifle drills within 2 months ^^
now, I've officially returned all the knowledge to HQ already.

Just packed my things for school yesterday.
My new bag only got 4 pathetic compartments :(
oh yeah, my new timetable totally screwed.
I got maths lesson EVERYDAY :(
(mon - fri) E.maths, A.maths, E.maths, A.maths, E.maths & A.maths on fri! :( back to back somemore D:
The person that set the timetable is a SADDIST! T.T :X

I feel so guilty for blogging and not doing my work.
Conclusion is.. chinese sucks.
not only chinese, but homework.
not only homework, but holiday homework.
every thought of homework ruins my holiday mood :(
TEACHERS ARE SADDIST D:

alrighty.
im still waiting for santa's so belated Birthday present :X
someone chase santa back for me and get my present.
TYVM.
oh yea, pinch his cheeks and too ;D

2010-12-26T00:08:00.003+08:00

-This video is dedicated to my dear.-

On this very night, I just cannot find any words to describe my feeling. Nothing could ever contain this feeling. I miss you, boy. Its just a few more days to our 7 month anniversary. (: Are u looking forward as much as I do? I've so much to say to you. You've gave me alot of unforgettable memories. Bitter or sweet, they're already in the past. There's nothing I could do to change the past. But we can change the future to how we wanted it to be. (: I finally understand why you want me to be happy all the time. Because seeing the person you love being happy, will bring you lots of comfort and happiness too. :D i don't deny, u brought me lots of tears and sadness the past 2 months, but if you really love me, I believe that one fine day you'll prove it to me and shower me with lots of love. I don't expect to have a 'perfect' guy too. I don't want neither do I need a rich, smart, good looking, popular or 'trendy' boyfriend. All I want is love, care, understanding & trust from you. (: thats all I want. I don't care if you're texting girls whole day. I don't care if you go out with your friends more than with me. I just find that bothering about those un-necessary things will make us both more unhappy. All I care is about you being comfortable & happy with me. (: 'Love has no eyes, but love isn't blind. Love sees but doesn't mind.' I Love You dear ^^

2010-12-15T16:48:00.004+08:00

BOOOOO!!
I woke up at 2 pm today!! @_@
actually I was suppose to go my aunt house at 10am.
then cannot wake up lorh :(
So i cooked my own lunch! :P
Chicken Patti + cheese sausage.
I ask Eugene loke for help.
Im like so... clumsy. :(
Firstly, my Patti 'melted' when i defrost it in the microwave, then it become very soft.
So when i fried it, it become 'disfigure' liao. :O
next, my sausage drop on the floor when i was about to fry it :(
then when i was washing the dishes, the soap and water splash all over the basin, on the floor and onto me! :(
GRRR!!
Im the fail cook of the day :P
The kitchen floor now abit greasy uhh..
Oops XD

Why do i feel so sleepy nowadays?
But when I lie on the bed, i cannot fall asleep :(
ANYWAY!!
Myat's returning tomorrow. :D
My birthday is just... exactly 1 week away.
Excited?
Perhaps 50% 50% ?
Whyyy?
Yes cuz I getta spend it with my dear how :D and eat TangYuan!!
Nooooo cuz.. that means december is gonna be over REAL soon and school's gonna reopen D:
well..i get to see those guys in my batch wearing long pants THEN... laugh at them xD
It gotta be really funny! :D
hahaha!
But sec 3 gonna be stress.
work load seems to be alot. :(
HELL BUSY luh.
Now, im recharging my 'internal battery' so that I can full blast next year!!!
but the sad news is.. battery 50% full only then holiday gonna end lerh D:
It'll be a long + tiring + challenging yet fun marathon.
Of course, need physical & moral support too! :D ---> SOMEONE shall take charge of that :P
CHIONG UH!
look at the picture on top.
I'll maintain that sweet smile on my face even though its gonna be hell-ish :)

LOVE YOU~! <3
and please tag me!
at least i know there's still some loyal readers :(

2010-12-04T01:25:00.003+08:00

Brrrr.. bored again :(

so.. hello bloggy. :)

I'm suffering from insomnia.

I can't seem to sleep :(

LOL.

These few days,it has been raining.

hmm... i believe somewhere in Singapore gonna flood again :P

HEHEHE. (im so bad) :O

Went past HTA just now.

so many memories just gushed to my mind.

I really miss that place alot.

MOST of my happy memories this year are formed there.

I love my CCA.

Though its really tiring to have lots and lots of training, but its all worthwhile.

While training, I've nothing to bother, nothing to be troubled about.

I felt so carefree.

I've never expected that I can be so happy when Im so busy.

this is called '忙中的愉快' :)

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This is my 'mini compo' about life..

Sometimes i wonder whats life.

Life is definitely not about just living.

its about living life to the fullest and dying with no regrets.
Life has no rewind or undo button.
But it has a rule, to keep on moving forward and don't dwell on the past.

life is made up of so many things.

Love, Money, Obstacles and stuff.

No one's life is ever perfect.

Life's a journey.

There sure may be despair and helpless moments.

You can grieve over it.
But if you're taking thing too hard, then you'll have lesser happy moments to spare.
There's so many reasons in life to smile and frown.
If you're frowning, it just means that you've yet to met those incident to allows you to stay happy.

I smile, I laugh.
I frown, i cry.
Don't have to act.
LAUGH whenever wherever you want.
BURST OUT INTO TEARS when u feel like doing so.
That's how life should go.
My own quote : "life is fragile ; tomorrow is unpredictable"

-BY BELLARIE :)

Hope you enjoy my mini post and leave your comments in the tagboard.
THANKS A MILLION! ^^

Its my mum birthday today!
Happy birthday mum!
LOVE YA + MUACCCCCCCKKSSSS :P

Cheers! ;D

2010-11-30T16:16:00.002+08:00

Its so long ever since I last updated my blog.
my blog is dead. (trying to revive it now)
Cuz im busy with exams and stuff during term 4 .
But holiday im lazy :X
just that im almost suffocating from boredom. (so i turn to blogging to KILL IT) XD
LOL!
i understand that people still miss my craps. :)

Alrighty...
as usual holiday is sian.
Uhhh.. i felt that i wasted my whole of November holiday.
whole day surf net, watch tv or go out with friends.
yeah.. so many things happened.
so many things change.
well.. some are good some are bad.
good for example.. I GOT INTO MY DREAM CLASS.
hehehe.
Bad for example.. i became more LAZY, more PIGGY, more no-life.
worse of all.. I've forgotten some of my sec 2 work and i didn't even revise D;

2010 is coming to an end in about a month's time?
this year past so fast.
and i was so busy this year with my CCAs and studies.
i had 2 major parades !
shag much.
and after that i tried to chiong my studies.
(for example.. pulling up my maths 4 grades *smirks* :P)
heng uh.. its finally over.
*relieve*
now i just gotta... stay more no life cuz still got another month of holiday.
i can foresee that 2011 is gonna past faster than 2010!!
reason being
- Im sec 3 (preparing for O's in another 1 year plus time)
- NCO - gotta take over NPCC unit and gotta chiong proposal and stuff too liao. *sian*
- A-MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG~~!
though A maths will not literally 'kill me' but its like.. gahh~
draining all my brain juice and mental power away. :X
i don't wanna just focus on 1 A maths and then other subjects grade drop :(
so gotta balance my study + CCA
what about leasure time? heh..
wouldn't dare to ask much either.
i can picture the image in my mind.
then i'll have darker eye rings and heavier eye bags next year :O
oh no...
should buy some facial mask and put it when im gonna sleep xD
hehehe. so vain.

anyways... :(
singapore so sian de lorh.
hong kong is better ;D

cheers !

2010-09-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

I hope that you'll never be away from my sight.

Because the moment you do,I'll miss you.

And when i miss you, i just need you by me.

that's all :)

A wonderful L.O.V.E with my wonderful boy

2010-09-01T17:21:00.003+08:00

Happy 3rd Month :) !

*muacks*

the long waited 3rd month ^^

well,not really long waited luhhs.

just that i always look forward to our next month of being together :)

sorry uhhs..

recently keep getting smacked/hit/punch by me

i guess i must really learn to be more gentle xD

hehes.

actually im very touched that you waited a few hours for me just to cool down

you everytime gotta tolerate with my nonsense de

i feel sad for you yet angry with myself

but you've finally tolerated for 3 months! :P

i know myself luh, everytime 'fa da xiao jie pi qi' :(

sorrys...

anyways one more month to your birthday worhx!

im looking forward to our 4th month and your birthday :D

Love you

2010-08-28T22:17:00.003+08:00

Common Test week :O
no wonder this week gonna be so sian :X

yesterday i woke up at 7am!!!!
then i chiong out of house.
i ran for bus,mrt and ran to sku.
Heng not late :P
if not exam die le die le :X
eeeee,but morning do exercise liao.
so tired.
plus im sweating like mad :X
gosh -.-"
first CT2 paper was literature.
please luhhs 45 minutes 7 pages.
zzzz.
not enough time lorh.
then i din complete like 3 question?
:X
im bound to do badly for lit this time T.T
zzzz!
geog lesson after that.
mama!
i so careless that cost me 3 marks!!! -.-"
scored 18/25 DDDD: T.T
idiot.
nevermind still got CT2! :)
quite confident.
hehes.
teachers day performance QUITE nice.
then after school went to eat with darling at EP. :)
then went to Tamp1 jalan jalan awhile and we took shuttle bus to Ikea.
wander there luhhs.
nothing better to do :P
then went to giant bought some tidbits and ice cream.
gosh,i eat till uniform also got ice cream le. :X
after that went home :D
pei dear dear wait for bus then go back watch tv.
mum bought chilli crab!! ^^
4 somemore worhx.
spicy spicy.
eat till my mouth swollen like pig :X
LOL.
then i doze off.
zzzz~
after that woke up and bathe thn go sleep.

today :
woke up at 10 and prepare to go for check up.
was very fast worh.
20 minutes only.
my backbone nth serious.
its just a mild curve.
lucky :X
i should stop slouching all the time.
after that went to back.
then ate lunch.
sleep~~
but im still tired :X
T.T
perhaps lack of sleep again.
cuz im always studying till 1 or 2am. ><
alrights.
gonna turn in soon :)
NIGHTS! :D

2010-08-15T23:24:00.003+08:00

<->Bellarie heartx Ashley<->

Today's a fine and pleasant day for me :)

just that early noon met myat study at library.

things cannot seem to go into my head and i cannot concentrate :X

came back around 3+ then slept..

dear went to cut hair uhhs :P

i wonder how 'funny' will he look like tomorrow xD

hehes.

i better be good and not tease him uhhs ^^

right,his hp no money.

cannot pei me sms T.T

but at least got chat chat over th phone :D

he so sweet.

*muacks*

I miss you bao bei!

*hugs* :3

2010-08-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

BOOMZXC! :)

im feeling sooo tired recently.
same goes to my dear.
i just simply love sleeping :X
and on weekends, i can sleep for 13 hours!!
pig pig pig! :P
my dear uhhs, he nap nap till 7.30pm today.
then 1030pm, he abandon me and go sleep sleep le.
awww..we're really couple pigs. xD
hehes...

woke up at 2.30pm today :3
dear went for flag day uhhs
poor thing.
so early wakey wakey le :X
request to mum i wanna cut hair.
so mum called her hairdresser and book appointment at 5pm
at toa payoh worhx.
dear's estate :D
and guess what?
i saw dear when im in the car.
hahahs!
but he din saw me :(
interesting yeah~ :P
so went to makan at this block 128
then went to cut hair.
well trimmed abit but i cut my fringe.
short :P
well duhh,
i still look gorgeous xD
just that i look like some innocent cute little girl :PPP
ps uh,i know i bhb. :X
but its a FACT :3
okayys. then...
very long o.o
ard 2 hrs cuz 3 person cut mahhs.
but im very satisfied with it uhhs.
went to old changi airport road to buy chiili crab home.
my gosh, freaking nice
*drools*
then went home,rushed for toliet -.-"
shall not elaborate on that part xD
then...
crabby time! :D
*whoots*
watched YOG.
well..okok lorhs.
then used com.
sians.
no one pei me chat :X

alrighty tatas.

2010-08-08T10:44:00.002+08:00

(told ya' i'll publish your picture on my blog) xD

who is this pig over here? :P

hahax.

anw i like this pic.

very kawaii! :P

2010-07-30T23:03:00.003+08:00

these few days have been raining uhhs ><
morning go school abit troublesome :X
and i feel so cold in class leiis! D:
sianz.
feel like sleeping :P

well well,alrights.
i woke up today
yes,duhh of cuz.
then i preapre myself for sku :)
juz tht uh,my hair in th morning always so troublesome de.
messy messy thn very hard to tie D:
so i tie my hair till 7am thn leave hse :X
my gosh..
kk whatever~
obviorsuly reach sku before
*smirgs* xD
but duhh,was late for th prefect thingy :X
zzzzzzz.
-.-
went to hall for duty.
as usual lorhs ><

first period is science.
went to lab for experiments.
okay,boring stuff.
2nd period is geog *weets* ^^
im always looking forward to geog lessons :)
hehes!
I loveeeeee it :D
3rd period is english,
B-O-R-I-NG as usual.
last period maths.
miss kerk got so hyper in klas today ^^
keep laughing :P
hahas.
but she very cute ehhs! :)

after school,went to canteen to makan.
met some of my seniors and practise marching all these at block H.
rested awhile then changed into full-u.
sians.
chatted wif ashley then fall in. o.o
blahhs~
proceed on wif uniform inspection and drills.
should have promotion test today de.but since most of us fail,
sir failed us all DDD;
*sobs*
okay never mind.
got 2nd chance nxt 2 weeks :D
buck up buck up! :O
ended ard 5.30pm then went to change into PT-kit.
we're late so gotta do hentak kaki for 2-3 minutes uh.
Ashley shouted at his juniors in th canteen worhx!
so loud ><
i got a scare :P
whoa,1st time ever heard him shout.
not bad.
should be morning PC next time XD
then they proceed to do campcraft while imma casualty :X
gastric pain uhhs D:
then debried at 6pm.
so early :O
but early dismissal is better. ^^
keep staring at SOMEONE playing basketball :P
sooo cool worhx xD
hehes
changed into school skirt then went dinner wif Ashley and his friends.
met alvin kor kor they all.
hehes
then went home wif ashley after tht D:

okiess.thats all. :)
tomorrow got the sec 2 PTC.
sians.

2010-07-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

went to school wif dear

awww. :3

i reached school at 0716 and was considered late -.-

sigh~

PE was first period.

was a free play o.o

so played badminton wif shu hui :)

after that was history lesson. :D

yays! ^^

quite interesting. though lol.

recess nothing much special.

oh ya!

i got sick and tored of my school's canteen food :X

now starting to try malay food le :P

hmm after that,mother tongue.

sian :X

then english lesson was a free period o.o

some matter pissed me off.

forget it.

last lesson was science.

learned a new topic.

my gosh!

when can XiuQiang and Shafiq come to school?

we wanna get back our test paper!!!

*RAWRRRR!*

next was assembly.

did nothing luhhs.

went up to gallery wif seok yin.

crapped thr.

LOLZ! funny topic uhhs. :P

after school went to EP wif shu hui.

Ash came to find me aft tht :)

went ard East point and went to Eunos to 'explore' th estate

walked quite a distance luhh.

but darl hlp me carry bag ^^

so sweet uhh :D

bused home ard 6.30pm and bid each other goodbye :(

2010-07-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

really long time no post lerh >.<
sianz,lazy to maintain a blog now.
sigh~

hmm..lets see.
SYF is FINALLY over. :D
i mean its been over since 3rd july :X
but i miss my contingent mates uhh.
those crappy times :)
hahas. nevermind....
go back to unit lerh, feel so sian uhhs. :X

ALRIGHT!
yesterday i woke up very late worhx.
ard 10.15am
then went to sleep back ard 1pm-3pm :3
i realise my dad cut off my phone line!!!!!! !@#$%^&*
:(
bill exit too much agn ---> $120 >.<
then of cuz,got scolded and warned luhhs.
after that went to plaza singapura wif mummy and dou dou.
he got a new phone :O
*jealous jealous*
its samsung galaxy beam.
a PROJECTOR Phone!!! D;
damn jealous luhhs :(
my samsung jet nothing special also ><
after that went to starhub shop all these..
so long queue lei th customer service centre.
tsk.
thn we stayed thr till s.30 pm.
after that go buy phone.
finally!
my mum brought me to marks and spencer to buy cookies/biscuit.
my favourite chocolate de!
I've been craving for it for days lorh D;
but uhh very ex uhh.
1 packet $6.50.
in the end bought until $30 :P
wanted to watch fireworks for NDP rehearsal de.
but too late le luh. :(
hmms.
went to ikea after that.
ate hotdogs etc.
walked around thr.
went thr to search for a mirror too.
finally!
i got one myself xD
wheee~ ^^
then went home.
watch hai pai tian xin using the projector phone.
my gosh so shiok lorhs.
imagine 50 inch tv liddat ><
i also want D:
sigh~
then fell asleep.

cannot remember what time i woke up today >.<
watched a little of hai pai while talking to dear <3 :)
but we chatted quite long luh.
went out wif mummy and dou dou to bedok inter.
went to sheng siong to buy my nissin maggie mee and essence of chicken ^^
aft tht went to various mobile shops to search for my prepaid card.
needa control liaos.
yays! finally got one :P
first thing i did : prank dear. xD
LOL he damn innocent or what luhhs.
i thought he dont know me :P
hehehe!! ^^
then went to coffee shop and eat.
shared a bowl of noodle wif mummy.
*yum yum* ^^
then went back home,watch tv.
used com.
sianzxc.
weekends are so slack.
sigh~ tomorrow monday lerh.
going back to school DD:
alrights.
goodbyes. :)

010610 ---> 010710 = 1 month (:

2010-07-01T21:35:00.007+08:00

This post is for my honey the pooh de (Ashley) :P

heys!

remember how we met 3 months ago? :P

on msn.

you thought i added you and i thought you added me. xD

till now we still don't know who added who.

HAHAS!

yup yup,

at first i thought ur a very arrogant GIRL cuz all ur message is like so? or ...

like don't seem interested at all :P

LOL xD

Yays!

finally 1 month together :)

aww..time flies.

what a sweet 1 month :P

for the past months, thanks for :

- staying till 6pm to teach me maths. :)

- smsing me all the time so im not lonely :)

- warming up my cold hands. :)

- chill me down when im nervous :)

- pei me go gai gai :)

- being so sweeeeeet all the time :)

- massaging me when my shoulders are aching :)

- helping me carry stuffs on ur own initiative. :)

- able to understand me and what i want. :)

- making the effort to travel from toa payoh to boon lay just to pei me and back to toa payoh again YOURSELF :(

- sacrificing your time for me. :)

- able to wait for me patiently and never complaint even 1 word. :)

- making me happy all the time :)

- tolerating my nonsense :(

and alot alot more :)

I always feel so lucky to have a loving + caring + sweet + supportive + understanding + smart bf like you.

you made me feel loved all the time.

you give me a sense of security and belonging.

you're comfort me when im down.

you're my perfect guy ^^

Happy 1st month :DDD

ILOVEYOU my dearest cuddly Honey the pooh bear♥

"Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side."

SYF full-dress rehearsal.

2010-07-01T20:56:00.003+08:00

woke up at 6am DREADFULLY :X
then prepare to go school.
met dear at MRT then went school together lorh. :)
reach foyer thn sat with hazel they all (girl guides gang) xD
btw, thx Zixian for lending me th gloves ^^
hahas.
boarded the bus thn proceed to Singapore Indoor Stadium.
after that changed into Half-U and take rifles.
M16 de so heavy uhhs. D:
then need wear gloves.godamit so hard to do drills.
th rifle keep slipping off -.-
LOL.
changed into No.1 uniform after lunch then proceed to form up point.
wa piang ehhs!
my whole shirt wet sia.
i could feel th sweat trickling down my back.
imagine the whole of NCC girls and boys GOH + NPCC GOH girls + boys along an enclosed squeezy walkway.
worse than suana. -.-
OMGOSH :x
then march march march and blah blah blah.
THE RIFLE KEEP SLIPPING DOWN MY HAND!!!!! ><
piang ehhs.
damn unglam.
and i realise GOH girls onli got 2-3 LCP
im one of them so i should be HONOURED :3
hahas..
went for dinner and stuff after changing back to half-u.
sometimes i reali cannot understand why doea my contingent mates wanna shout ard.
and,whats so fun abt shouting and screaming?
i rather heck care xD
hahas,not my problem so i stay outta it.
juz dn shout at my ears im fine wif it :P
hahas.
dismissed ard 7.30pm./
went home wif some of my contingent frenz
lauged all th way.
stomachache + cry.
LOL. ROFLMAO!!
went to buy green tea on th way home.
So tired after 10 hrs of training. :(
tomorrow preview le.
saturday actual day.
LUCKS for me :D

2010-06-27T02:37:00.005+08:00

"Its not how long we last together ,

its how we make it last forever..."
<3

Its been 3 weeks and 5 days together ,

but there's still forever to everlasting... :)

2010-06-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

Currently addicted to 海派甜心 that show uhhs..
all thanks to who?
Ashley How. :P
See see see, call u don't recommend me new shows lerh.
I addict le then don't want pei you le hor. xD
hahas , joking luhs.
just that school is re-opening le,
don't want get addicted to shows.
if not i in school cannot concentrate.
keep thinking of it. xD
sigh~
im not done with my maths and chinese compo D:
maths halfway done.
compo hvnt start. :P
tsk, typical singaporean students.
last minute then rush. =X
hahas.
i guess i gotta hand in all my holiday assignments to teacher during morning assembly on monday.
not reali going to school cuz i from mon-fri got SYF training. D:
but im going on monday and wednesday luhhs.
going off after my recess lorhs. D:
gonna miss 1 week of lesson.
omg omg omg.
my studies are at risk. D:
DAMN IT.
*worries* :(

anyway i didn't enjoy my holiday though.
didn't reali went out leiis.
i didn't clear my room.
didn't went out wif bestie.
didnt't revise my work.
:(
no mood to go back to school too
don't even know can absorb in not. =P
okays luhh.
nothing much to post.
post some other times bahh. :)

TATAS! :D

:D ------> :(

2010-06-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

wheezzz~
woke up at 9am +
dear woke me up :)
so sweet hor :D
then prepare awhile went to HQ take my ceremonial uniform (aka No.1)
8D
when i reach there uh, so blur lorhs.
so lost. O;
gosh.
finally took my No.1 liaos :D
so sweeeee luhhs. ^^
Like what weiqi said,
Im going to 'zi lian' myself wif No.1 :P
wahahaha! xDD
then went to the nursery nearby wif mum.
she wanna look at flowers. o.o
okayys.
in the end bought a mini tiny pot back. .__.
Lolz.
okay,whatever.
then went back change.
going to meet dear for study date :)
^^
mum dropped me at bukit batok mrt station.
as always,im still blur.
she drop me right infront of it, i turn to th other side.
thn i ask where am i?
LOL. wth.
blur queen. D:
went up to the plat form and saw my sweet dear dear waiting thr :D
hahas.
took train to boon lay.
thn went to jurong point thr.
was wondering whr library is..
hmms...
thn went ard jurong point.
wan go makan, no place to sit cuz its lunch time.
thn forget it.
so we went out n thn walk walk till we saw th library :D
thn went up up up.
no space leiis. D:
saw 2 sofas unoccupied thus we hurried thr. =P
took out our homeworks and stuff.
hahas.
dear dear no time do his maths cuz he keep on hlping me wif my maths :P
his maths so good worhx *jealous jealous* :(
but din rly do luhhs.
i not in th mood..
not feeling well too.
thn i kal mum told her that,she kal me go back since she at jurong area. ><
sigh~
left dear alone.
feel so bad. D:
thn smsed him hope he won;t feel so bored. :D
reached home,went to bathe thn rest.
at my lunch too.
terriyaki chicken.
AWESOME! :D
thn chatted wif dear thru msn and watched TV.
at night,he called me chit-chat. :D

sighs~
tomorrow got training.
sian.

alrights,good nite.
:)

meaningful lyrics indeed :)

2010-06-23T00:27:00.002+08:00

Blog song - lyrics
(If you're not the one)

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Have a laugh - MSN conver :)

2010-06-22T13:37:00.002+08:00

Bellarie - Me
Huand Annoying Weiqi - Weiqi
I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!!! - Marshal

ßé££árîè says:
LOL
cha shaobao~~~

Huang Annoyingg Weiqi says:
baobao ~

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
RAWR!
WHAT ABOUT ME! D:
How come I no name D;

ßé££árîè says:
u shoo shoo ^^

Huang Annoyingg Weiqi says:
HAHAHHA, ownage

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
I am shoo shoo?^^

ßé££árîè says:
ya ur name is shoo shoo
;D

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
Okay :D
a fantastic name!
Marshal Ong Shoo Shoo :D

ßé££árîè says:
LOL

Huang Annoyingg Weiqi says:
LOL

ßé££árîè says:
mushroom marshy bee bee shoo shoooo~ ^^
wow so long name

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
LOL

ßé££árîè says:
liek indian alr luhhs xDDD

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
LOL!!!!!
I not indian~

Huang Annoyingg Weiqi says:
xD

ßé££árîè says:
indian-to be xD

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
I am not a turbanator

Huang Annoyingg Weiqi says:
You not indian you bangalah xD

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
LOL!
I bangalah than u wad :x
u super blacky bangalah :x

ßé££árîè says:
no luh

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
the blackest of blackest :x

ßé££árîè says:
weiqi is chao da de cha shaobao bangalah ^^

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
LOL!
xDDDD

Huang Annoyingg Weiqi says:
ROFL
Bell is still baobao, no changes xD

ßé££árîè says:
awww
im th cutest bao bao in th world luhhs ^^

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
RAWR!
I AM THE CUTEST SHOO SHOO IN THE WORLD~~~~~ :3
Shoo Shoo-ians rule earth! :D
which I am the only one o.o.

ßé££árîè says:
LMAO

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
who cares^^

ßé££árîè says:
whr got cutest shoo shoo derhs? ><

I LOVE NPCC FOREVER!!!! says:
I am 1 man gang :D
got got :D
there me lor :D

:DDD LMAO

Totally Random only luhhs. :D

2010-06-22T02:13:00.002+08:00

whoaaa...
i look back at my post last time uhh..
so childish derh. =X
oopsy.
BUT UH!
Bellarie's has grown up now. :D
*ahem*
alrights.
nite nite people.

*craving for chocolate ice-cream* D:
lemme dream of it in my dreams...
hmmm.. ^^

2010-06-22T01:09:00.004+08:00

*weets* ^^

saw my beautiful badges ? :D

(left to right)

Adventure Training , Road safety , Total defence (bronze) , crime prevention. :D

and and... my LCP rank.

sry uh.. not very high ranking. =X

hehes.

wonder if i can get the NYAA badge..

*worries*

i din go for alot of umm..session?

sigh~

actuali nothing much to post luhhs.

holidays ending soon.

whees~ :D

*happy happy*

actuali,didn't reali enjoy much luhhs.

alot of trainings. -.-

and camps. O.O

haiz.

wednesday i got training agn.

thur going to HTA collect my number 1 uniform

and study date with dear ♥ :)

friday training agn. -.-

zzz..

sianz.

okays nth much left.

post for fun..

2010-06-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

You told her,
"if loving you was wrong, i rather be wrong forever"
why don't you be right instead when you know its wrong?
why are you so foolish?
and and... selfish?
when you're hurt, it won't only hurt urself.
but everyone around you that cares and love you.

If airplanes in the sky are like shooting stars,
i will wish that, u won't have to shed even just a tear just for her......

2010-06-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

:(
I'm starving. ><
mother still in her lala land..
maybe too much of world cup last night?
but her bao bei daughter uh (ME duhh~) , grumbling liao leiis. xD
craving for chicken wing rice. ^^
OMG OMG!
*rub tummy* :(

11/6/10 (yesterday)

woke up around 7.30am.
prepare for training after that.
grrr...
today abit unlucky.
at unity square which means, SUN TAN! :O
zzz..
was rehearsing how th parade will be.
hold the rifle till hand pain. :(
then when we're gonna do double tap and face th front,
i very pro leiis.
i go kick my leg then my leg so pain. ><
zzz...
i think i sleeping. LOL
training end around 1pm.
sian.
im stil not farmilliar of doing hormat. ><
went back to mum's office and continue using com.
she gave her lunch to me.
mother's love so great de worhx. ^^
then i go and bathe..
watched tv while chatting with Darl. <3
:)
nothing much uhhs.

2010-06-08T15:31:00.002+08:00

Didn't post yesterday cuz was out the whole day.
SUPER FUN. :D
most enjoyable trip. :)

Yesterday (7/6/10)

meet Eugene at tamp MRT ard 1+
headed to Seoul Garden.
ate quite alot. :D
spend 1 hour 30 mins there.
went off to meet Zitao at 3pm. :D
then went to expo.see there still got popular fair anot.
DUN HAVE! :(
so walk until hall 3 there then U-turn back.was deciding where to go next.
3 of us decided to go VIVO CITY.
so took mrt there.
so fun :D
went to some random shops.
but what i wanna highlight is VIVOMART and TOYS'R'US
at vivomart was laughing session for me. xD
was trying those sunglasses.
some look cool, retro, robortic etc.
EPIC. xD
then walk around.
after that went to TOYS'R'US.
LOL. Eugene and Zitao was bullying the soft toys. ><
uhh.. better not elaborate.
laughed till stomach ache. ><
HAHAHA!
after that most of us no energy lerhs.
went to Daiso and look around.
then went out look at the sceneries.
across is sentosa.
so nice. :)
then there's a british ship like 1890s type de.
also at there but don't know for what reason.
like conference or something.
so many ANG-MOHS there. o.o
then went off around 8.30pm.
thr MRT so packed lorh. ><
LUCKILY managed to alight at Bedok mrt. hahas.
then Eugene and I went home.
Zitao stop at tamp. :P
reached home at 9.30pm.
watch tv and fell asleep.
zZzZzZz.
but woke up half an hr later. :X
energetic liao.
then used come until 3am then go bathe. xD
after that continue to use com.
but is to watch shows.
then suddenly no internet connection.
might as well forget it.
slept at 4am. :P

Today (8/6/10)

Woke up at 1pm. xD
then laze on bed till 2pm.
eat lunch and watch some disc.
using come now. :)
i wanna go watch my show liaos.

14 more hours! :)

2010-06-07T02:21:00.003+08:00

i guess somethings wrong wif me these few days.
i don't feel hungry.
im feeling bloated all th while.
yet i cannot don't eat.
in case i get gastric pain again.
i feel like puking and i feel that all the food are not properly digested.
omg, gross. ><

feeling cold right now. maybe falling sick?
i hope not ><
needa rest more.
sighs~
i don't feel like doing anything.
don't feel like going camping and training too.
LOL, i've got 'phobia' of camps.
so tiring.
all they do is just tekan the hell outta u.
and those leaders are always sitting one side commanding you.
I really cannot wait for sec 3 when its my turn to run the camp and my turn to TEKAN!
wahahah!
but still, I hate camps.
i mean, who will like camps?
especially bonding camps can kill me.
firstly, i hate to bond with people i don't know.
i just don't feel comfortable and I don't trust them.
maybe too bad, thats me.
and sleeping with them the first day i know them can be quite a terrifying thing.
that's totally scary for me.
secondly, you're FORCED to sleep at night and FORCED to wake up early in the morning.
really its so called 'at night cannot sleep, morning cannot wake up' lorhs.
but the thing i hate most most most is they kal u do PT early in the mroning.
always make me giddy and feel like vomitting after that.
please luh, just wake up then needa run around and do push ups etc.
what's so good about that anyway?
don't seem to make us sober.
make us feel more tired instead. o.o
seriously.
thirdly, no usage of hp is allowed.
@sshole. GRRR!
luckily this time ATC not in school.
cuz in school those activities really will bore u to death.
i think its very lame.

suddenly, i think studying is easier and more relaxing than any other things.
(TRUST ME!)
i suddenly like to listen to teachers telling stories.
hahas.
feel like my mum telling me bedtime stories.
(maybe that's why i always wanna sleep in class) xD
i super cannot wait for school to re-open.
get away from trainings and camps.
^^
I RATHER FACE MY BOOKS and MATHS PROBLEMS. :D
but ya luh,too stress.
like my ma'am says, "coming to NPCC is to de-stress, not to STRESS you"
agree agree.
but camps uh,
forget it man.
sighs~

alrighty i wanna go zZz liaos.
oh ya!
its pass 12am already rights?
so its 7 june lerhhs. ^^
2 more days and im waiting! :D
LOVES ,

2010-06-06T16:58:00.003+08:00

Hellos!! :D
yipeee!
my computer's no longer laggy! ^^
AND i can finally use window's live liao.
if not need use the old version of msn so sian. ><
whee~! ;D

I'm a good girl last night! i slept around 10+ pm :)
(despite sleeping long hours in the noon) ><
then woke up around 11am this morning
slack on bed and listen to music.
don't wanna get up hahas.
so ate lunch and watch tv.
OMG!
today's episode of corner with love soooo nice!! :D *thumbs up* ^^
then used com after that.
chatted with weiqi and marshal.
ROFL.
INTERESTINGGGG~ conver we had. xD
i wanna go watch TV now liaos.
going out wif EUGENE LOKE aka ROSE tomorrow. :)
(hope someone don't drink too much acidic + sour products D:)
alrights post tomorrow.
byesss! :D

3 more days... :)

2010-06-05T13:22:00.002+08:00

Yoooo!
Finally come back after prefect's camp.
the next few days gonna be relaxing lerh. ^^

4/6/10 (friday) :
(part 1)
woke up at 6am in the morning...
prepare to go to training.
reach school around 7.15am as i was going with girl guides to HTA.
wait wait wait...
the bus arrived 1 hour later which is 8.15am.
worse thing is training starts at 8.30am. -.-
GOSH.
if i know i wouldn't wake up so early.
nevermind...
so reached HTA ard 9.10?
then went to change into Half-u.
I REALISE THAT I DIDN'T BRING HAIRNET!!!
then cannot wear half-u lerh. -.-
so went to grandstand there and saw one of my contingent mate sitting there.
she not feeling well uh. =/
then i told her about my situation and she lend me her spare hairnet!
omg,she's so nice and sweet. :D
cannot stop thanking her. xD
then i realise my contingent already went to take rifle >.<
joined them after they went to drill shed.
first time doing rifle drills.
so nervous. :O
actually not veryyy heavy luh.
around 2.5kg only?
then learn those basic drills like sedia, senang diri, rusok senjata and turun senjata.
yupp..
But uhh.. rusok senjata need throw the rifle up and grab like very hard leii.
scared the rifle drop nia.
and hor the hand damn pain de lorh.
cuz throw with one hand and its not that light too okayys??!! >.<
then practise practise...
the instructor also very nice and funny leiis!
keep water break de. ^^
and he damn cartoon and cute lorh. xD
(oops) =P
okayys...
so dismiss around 12pm and reached school around 1pm?
then rush back home, eat and take my things and leave for school.
was veryyy tired lorh. >.<

(part 2)
didn't bring my hp to the camp cuz i thought it'll be confiscated.
turn out,it didn't -.-
i was quite late but not veryyy late.
then im in group 2 for the camp and michelle was our group leader.
first activity was bonding games.
played 'whacko' for around an hour?
sooo fun! :D
but i so blur. =X
reaction abit lagging. =P
hmmm.. then went up to AVA room for a talk on 'prefect a challenging role' by mrs tho. :)
was quite interesting luhhs.
i like to attend these type of lecture things de. ^^
after that we proced on with our CIP.
we went to those classes in the whiole school and paste some NE things.
for my group is only sec 2 classes. ^^
i realise my class so empty. >.<
then...we carried on wif captains ball.
they play till so rough :O
but very fun leiis. ^^
then went to take a shower and dinner after that.
next thing is a talk by Mr Nahar.
its aropund 9pm and we proceed to Cathay for a movie after that.
bought popcorns and shared with seok yin.
watching prince of persian at 10.20pm
the most scary part is MR NAHAR SIT BESIDE ME!!! :O
veryy stress.
cuz i wanna sleep but don't dare to sleep >.<
but in the end i still sleep.
for like 1 hour or so.
alot people also sleep okayys? xD
LOL.
but seok yin sleep till the most soundly derh. :)
people say the show is nice but i don't think so.
how boring it is. =/
show ends around 12.30am and we continue with our night walk.
from cathay (Dhoby Ghaut) all the way to kallang mac.
8km+ walk and my leg almost broke.
(BUT,luckily it didn't) xD
we're enjoying the scenery.
such a cool night under the stars and along singapore flyers etc.
i was wondering if someone is there then its really perfect lerh. :D
but sadly, No. >.< T.T
hmm.. was listening to music all the way while other strolling and chatting away.
i just want some peace so that i can think of someone without any disturbance. xD
PHEW~!
finally reached kallang mac at 3.05am after a 2hr 30min night walk.
was super tired and thirsty.
but romantic. xD
was holding seok yin hand for the last part cuz i really cannot walk lerh.
legs could barely support me. >.<
ordered an ice milo and shared fries with Seok yin.
nice nice ^^
and we board the bus around 3.30am.
i doze off and my head kept knocking against the glass panel.
*OUCH* :(
FINALLY reached school at 4am.
had the last briefing and went to sleep.
too noisy lerh so i only slet at 4.30am.
sooo... i slept very sweetly hugging's fushan's pooh bear ^^
but she took it away when she left. D:
so Miss Seok Yin was sweet enough and she lend me her mini cute-looking pooh bear. :D

5/6/10 (today) :

woke up at 7.15am.
everyone woke up lerh and im the last one. =X
but everyone's suppose to gather at 8am lorh!
so early get up also no use. >.<
so went to brush teeth.
blur blur derh.
don't know what im talking and where im going.
LOL.
after that did morning PT.
ran around 3 rounds of parade square and jump around.
finally sober lerh. O.O
then we carried on with breakfast.
nice but too spicy!
so needa keep running to water cooler. -.-
after that is to do out scrapbook to present later.
only have 1 hr 30 mins.
then continued to presentation at AVA room after that.
lasted for an hour or so.
went back to class and take our barang barang and gathered at foyer.
FINALLY WE'RE RELEASED!
seriously this was the best camp ever ever! :)
*thumbs up* :D

im sooo tired.
i wanna go bathe and sleep lerh.
and wow,i wrote a compo. >.<

4 more days!!
looking forwarddddd to it! :D

Totally shag to the max!

2010-06-03T14:56:00.004+08:00

hahaha..

this picture really tells you what im like now.

VERY BUSY and TIRED.

this feeling totally sucks.

I've been like a busy girl since the starting of the year.

Studies, Prefect, SLC and the thing that take up 80% of my time ---> NPCC.

eversince the starting of feb this year to now, 80% of my schedule is NPCC, NPCC and NPCC.

at first was NPAP.

there's 16 trainings in all.

ended around mid april.

SYF then started 1 month later.

now there's 17 trainings altogether.

i was really shocked when i received the schedule.

when school reopens on term 3, from mon - fri there'll be training.

and its not like 2-3 hours only.

its really from 7.30am to 8pm type.

12 hours drills drills and drills.

Im very sure I still not commited to SYF compared to NPAP.

Im also aware that its a privilege to be in GOH, wearing smart number 1 and taking rifles leading the whole parade.

But, hmmm..

when im there, i can only take to random people around me.

i won't be with a specific group of people and I'm mostly alone.

unless got people find me then chit-chat lorh. :)

But sad case is, its not everytime.

Maybe i don't know how to mix around with ALL GIRLS?

i find it really hard to communicate and take the inititive to mix with them.

In NPAP its totally a different case.

There's a super strong bond between us.

when I'm giving up, my contingent mates will always give me moral support and motivate me further on.

But for SYF, my only motivation is myself.

when I feel like falling out, i will constantly remind myself "everyone is equally tired but they're not giving up"

Im not complaining that SYF training sucks or what.

Since Im given the opportunity to be in SYF and this may be the first and last time ever in my cadet years to be in GOH, i should really be appreciative of what I have now.

Its a privilege, not a must.

These few days, I've been waking up like 6 plus or 7 plus in the morning.

holidays and schooling days don't really make any difference to me either.

During SLC just now,

the trainer ask us,

"why do you come to SLC for?"

I answered : "its my responsibility"

I've come to realise that we don't do things just for us but for everyone and everything.

Its our responsibility to complete it.

Even if you're assigned to a task and you really hate it to the core,

(like getting up early in the morning during holidays)

just do it even for the sake of doing it. :)

as long as you complete your task, you happy, everyone also happy.

and there will be PEACE. :)

so whoever who is grumbling now, shhh~ :)

Cuz i know how it totally feels like.

As I have to go for camps, courses, trainings and to catch up alot on my maths during the holidays.

Its really very tiring.

But, I won't give up. :D

(positive outlook in life) xD

PEACE! :DDD

and,

you're coming back 6 days later.

Im still counting down and looking forward to your return. :)

miss you lotsss ♥

2010-06-02T16:07:00.002+08:00

Gahhhhhhh~!
was woke up by my alarm at 7.30am. v_v
can't bear to leave my bed till 15 mins later

(my bed's so possessive) xD

hmmm..

thennn... went out ard 8.15am?

ate a bao on th way. ^^

then went for HTA.
i didn't realise my hp was not wif me until i was changing. :O
CRAPZXC!
then started to panic liao.
cannot find. T.T
but too bad gotta continue wif training >.<
today's training was not as tough as laz week's one.
today juz marching and hentak kaki.
last week 90% of drills was juz hentak kaki.
whoa super tiring. >.<
okayys so..went to unity square and march.
so hot. :(
suddenly got a group of girls screaming cuz there's a bee.
LOL.
commotion. xD
hmm..
training ended at 12.30 and we're dismissed.
sadly,didn't get to take rifle today.
NCC take liao..
so cool lorh ><
hahas,but i also don't know rifle drills yet.
nvm,slowly learn.
i tink i'll master it in no time since im so smart. xDDD
then went back to mum's office.
used com awhile and she sent me back.
IT FEELS GREAT TO BE BACK HOME. :)
lepak arund.
wanna go bathe liao.
im so sticky. >.<

My hp is so silent and it will be for the next one week. >.<
someone went to China last nite lerh. T.T
as every
-day,
-hour,
-minute,
-seconds,
-millisecond past,
its getting closer to 9th june.
I'll be waiting for you here :)

2010-06-01T00:04:00.001+08:00

Lalala...
Oral today. :)
i was the last candidate. ><
so waited for 1 hr 30 mins.
did my holiday homeowork while waiting. <--- evidence (1) to prove Bellarie is GUAIII! ^^
thenn.. when wanna do maths worksheet, realise didn't bring calculator.
CRAPZXC! D:
soon,its my turn.
its a passage about 2 guys meeting 2 girls in a chemistry lab.
pictures discussion is about a grp of students doing experiment in a chemistry lab.
then conversation is somthing abt friendship?
i wonder how 'well' i did. >.<
hope its not too bad though. D:

after oral,
went to KFC with Myat :D , Ryan :D , and Sebastian. :D
ate breakfast thr. ^^
saw Yijian kor kor and Iqmal there too. :)
then went back to school around 11am.
do maths all-the-way till 3pm. <--- evidence (2) to prove Bellarie is GUAII ^^
learn alot. O.O
thanks myatomato. ;)
was tireddd..
so took a break.
and out studying session ended. ^^
went to EP and thn went home.
was raining. ><

went home, nothing much.
watch TV, MSN, sleep.
what a slacky evening. xD

alrights nothing eles more.
BYE!

2010-05-29T02:11:00.003+08:00

Got back my report book on thursday 27/5
the results are shown in the following.

English - B3
Chinese - C5
Mathematics - E8
Science -A2
Geography - A1
History - A1
Literature - C5
D&T - B4
Art - C5

Total : 570.5/900
Percentage : 63.4
Class position : 24/39
Level postion : 51 : 157

major not satisfied with my results.
I could have gotten higher marks for Chinese and Art.

As for chinese, teacher didn't add in my 'ting xie' marks. which could have gotten me a B4 instead of a C5. Im partly at fault luh, cuz i didn't submit my ting xie book on time. T.T *regrets*
Art. i lost 20 marks cuz i didn't submit a picture as reference.
no picture? = -20 marks.
i could have score 75 for SA1 assignment.
but i scored 55 after minusing 20 marks. -.-
which can really pull up my overall percentage.
whats makes me most angry is that,
I SPEND THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY PAINTING!
GRRR!

NVM!
after school, went home take the stupid art file.
went back to school. -.-
THENNNN went out.
watched shriek ^^
then slack around Tamp.
soooo fun! :D
~cannot elaborate further liao~ o.o
went home ard 7+ ?
then slept at 11+
woke up at 3+ then cannot sleep liao.
LOLS. .__.
slept back ard 5am.

Today :
woke up ard 10am or so.
mother nagging like hell. -,-
say kal me wak up cnt wak up. >.<
then keep rushing me to prepare cuz she wanna go fetch worker.
at first dont feel like going de lorh.
cuz i wanna sleep. =P
but i still went in the end.
so hmm.. was circling ard Eunos and Ubi area.
idk why >> ask the driver :D
then went somewhere around Ubi and eat.
food not very nice though. >.<
then hmm.. went to orchard for this samsung roadshow.
mother wanna buy new hp. o.o
and she bought it!! :O
omg so freaking jealous. ><
its the newly lauch Samsung wave. ^^
freaking nice with super amoled colours.
screen made up of LED screen.
heard that even iPhone also lose to this Samsung wave.
I ALSO WANT! T.T
hahas,jkjk. =P
or maybe not? xD
then yays!!!
finally bought Royce Chocolate.
nice nice ^^
but super ex luhhs.
$15 for 20 chocloates. :OO
then went to sim lim square.
bought my hp scren pretector.
FINALLY!
now searching for a hp casing.
hmm.. was soooo sian over there.
looking at those electronics stuff.
and im just tagging behind.
SOMEONE also didn't sms me =P
so uhh yahhh.. very sian. >.<
then went to packet food home at bedok inter.
reached home ard 6pm?
WATCH-TV! ^^
hahas.
then fell asleep ard 10am+
wkoe up at 12.30am (ard thr)
and i can't seem to fall asleep anytime soon.
GOSH. -.-

2010-05-23T21:46:00.002+08:00

Post dedicated to SOMEONE ONLY :)

Heys~

hmmm..

sorrys, can't do anything. :(

can only hope that you'll recover soon! :D

anyways,

remember to drink plenty of water,

MUST visit a doctor,

remember to take your medicine on time,

remember to rest well,

don't think of anything at the moment.

DON'T SLEEP LATE !

and don't use com for too long already.

Cyaaaaa soon in school.

remember to monitor your temperature too! :)

Get well soooooooon! :D

2010-05-23T02:47:00.002+08:00

Got rather pissed off about a some issue.
(sigh, stupid stuffs again)
don't wanna elaborate.
waste of time only.
SOMEONE is right though.
why get angry?
hmmm.. :)
chill chill ^^
wheee~ :D

anywayys, went to Bedok North Blk 511 and makan juz now.
so crowded leiis. =x
but of cuz, managed to found a seat.
ordered alot of things.
im sooo full ^^
after that, went to Tamp Giant and jalan jalan.
bought alot of things like food?
bought an FBT shorts too! ^^
you must be thinking why buy shorts at giant right?
hmm.. i also dunno why leiis. xD
then bought alooot of things luhh.
total bill is $210 :OO
after that go home lerh.
reached home ard 12am liao. >.<
on com and chatt ^^
awww..
SOMEONE feeling tired so gotta go slp. xD
hehes.
sleep tight uh. :D
don't fall off the bed.. XD

allrighties, i ought to go and sleep too ^^
good night lovelies. :)

2010-05-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hellos hellos peopleeeee.. ^^
today school was quiteee sian.
blah~

first period, history lesson.
teacher on MC AGAIN. -.-
2nd period cher also absent
relief teacher brought us to humanities room.
air-con. so shiok. ^^
read about the knowledge magazine.
so interesting. o.o
i hope next time can go humans room and study.
sooo shiok,sure sleep through the lesson one. xD
english did some things.
quite fun.
you're suppose to write on ur frenz paper what u tink of them.
something liddat. :D
then maths is super sian.
needa do correction. -.-

aft sku, went to east point buy hairnet.
then went to HTA wif guides. ^^
at first i was from mixed contingent.
but transfer to GOH girl's contingent.
no wonder my name not in mixed contingent de. -.-
then training (PURELY DRILLS) from 2.30pm to 6pm. ^^
finally have th very 'shiok' de feeling.
cuz the banging is like juz "boom"
not "boom..abdsdh.Boom..fsdoh" LOL xD
In GOH,
got chance do rifle drill liao. ^^
wear no.1 too :D
cannot wait. =P
saw Wei qi, Irfan and Jian Li thr too. ^^
but too bad they NDP de.
only Esmond is GOH boys. :)
after tht went back with guides too.

met *someone* after that.
went home.
after that meet *someone* at bedok inter de mac and makan makan. ^^
until ard 10pm?
omg~ so fun.
was enjoying the whole process.
LOL!. =P

okayys,thats all people ^^

MYE results released. D:

2010-05-20T20:34:00.002+08:00

It was the release of MYE results on 19.05.10, Wed.
It created a heaven of misery indeed.
Sometimes, the greater the expectation, th more disappointment u receive instead.
Well, for me at least?

English Paper 1 : 40/60 (B3)
English paper 2 : 34/50 (B3) 1 more mark to A2!!!
MT paper 1 : 41/70 (C5)
MT paper 2 : 44.5/70 (B4)
Maths : 32/80 (E8) !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Science : 75/100 (A1) just nice. ^^

Geography : 61/80 (A1) :D

History : 42/60 (A2) -.-

Literature : 29/50 (C5) !!! 1 more mark to B4 -.-

wth,so bad right th results? :(

i wan cryyyyy! :(

i study soooo much results still like crap.

MAJOR not satisfied with MATHS AND LITERATURE.

history no A1 too.

such a disappointment. :(

well,what to do?

work HARDER lorh.
maths leiis?

DRILL MORE lorh.

(but i don't feel like but no choice) D:

my godamit maths pull my overall results down lerh.

now having headache everyday.

can i still go 3E1 next year?

sigh..

but duhh~

won't give up.

will continue to strive harder! ^^

aiming for a pass in maths for next test.

JYJY!! ^^

(Alvin kor kor say he gonna drill me in maths)

OH DEAR! =OO ^^

anyways, after school went for prefect's investiture rehearsal.

th real investiture will be held on next tue. ^^

shld be during assembly? =O

hmmm.. :)

thats all people.

tatas for now.

going NPCC SYF training tomorrow.

oh craps. O.O

2010-05-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hii hii..! ^^
wheee~
didn't go school today.
meeting posponed to wednesday.
no one informed me till i called chew yu. ><

i woke up ard 10+. <-- morning message. =P
then watch tv and ate lunch.
chatted wif SOMEONE for very long. :D
then continue wif TV ^^
until 8pm.
brink of law now showing on channel U, every weekday from 6-7pm.
YAYS! ^^
my favouriteeee <3 :D

alright nothing eles to post.
going out wif bestie <3 tmr! ^^
cyaaaaa ppl! :)

2010-05-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

At home is uber sian de lorh.. ><
what eles can I do?
Sleep? Eat? Com? or TV?
No life D:
totally a waste of my day.
*sigh*

well, going back on monday.
for prefect's meeting. ><
discuss about camps and stuff.
uhh.. lazy. =P

did nothing today.
except for sleeping, watching tv, eating and using com.
so boring. :(
feel like going to watch movie on tue! ^^
anyone interested? :D

MYE are over! :D

2010-05-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

Yup yup, my title says it all ^^
FINALLY its over! :D
what does that mean?
-no more studying pass midnight.
-no more waking up early and study
-no more last minute revision in class.
-no more panicking in the banner tree and worry what will be tested.
-no more memorising things.
anyways, its all the good things jiu dui le. :)
its like the lonnnng awaited day.
so we ought to relax and take a break from studies.
be it, whether you have leave all blank or fill all in,
lets leave our worries till next wednesday.
hehes ! ;D

alrightyyyy,
woke up at 5.30am and atarted studying and revising the last few chapters of sci.
stop studying ard 6.35am and went to prepare for school.
thankfully, science paper was manageble.
managed to answer all questions UNLIKE MATHS.
uhhh..forget it, LOL.
i still very free go and do all 5/5 questions of the free response ><
at first was still hesitating which qns to eliminate.
but i eliminated the acid question as idk how to do 3 marks.
LOL,3 mark. ><
soooo, i took a risk.
i did the one on digestion where u have to describe the whole process and how nutrients are being taken into our body and enzymes all those crap..
7 marks. so i started to write an essay.
more than half the page.
might as well say,
LONGER THAN HISTORY STRUCTURED QNS.
if wrong hor,i die liao. ><
it'll affect my overall mark. D;
alrights, thats for science paper.

went home immediately after the paper.
cuz no one stayed back. :(
awwww..
went home then eat and watch tv.
chatted wif __________ too :D
then went out to meet shaun KO aft that. xD
was suppose to meet him at 3.45 at tamp mrt,
i left the house at 3.45
oops. =X
hehes ;D
but another of my junior went too. :)
so bought A GIRL's (AHEM) xD b'day present as her b'day is on monday. :D
after that went mac for ICE CREAM~
chit chat there for quite some time.
went home around 6++
then sleeep all th way to 10pm. ><
used com aft tht.
FORGET to eat dinner juz now.
feeling sooo hungry right now. D:

anyway,im starting to listen chinese song lerh.
GOT INFLUENCED by SOMEONE. xD
tired of english songs.
like nothing nice recently.
hmmm... ><

okayys,thats all.
GOODNIGHT! ^^

2010-05-11T19:16:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday

Ernest Teo! ;)

2010-05-11T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hello there! :)
whoaa..exam period still post. ><
hmmm..no choice.
someones say that he wanna read. :)
wheee~ ^^
what a loyal stalker. hehes. ;)

history paper was quite hard for me. ><
aaaaa~!
later no more A1 le! D:
i think so...
anyhow whack. -.-
no link!
LOL. :(
for example the qns ask,
"housing shortage was the greatest problem after the Japanese Occupation. do you agree?
explain why" (something liddat)
then i wrote.

i agree that (given factor) was the greatest problem faced after the JO.
During WW II, the japanese BOMB the houses in singapore. therefore,people had no place to stay and they have to live on the streets. so,this is the greatest problem.
However, shortage of food is also another problem faced by the locals in singapore.
During WW II,the entreport was disrupted and all the available food supplies goes to Japan.
therefore,the people in singapore starve to death and food shortage is also another problem.

aaaaaaaaa~!
i anyhow say de lo.
i think from WWI then i bring to WWII -.-
crap.
and the source base uh..
haizzzz... :(
don't know lei.
during Lit exam ytd and History exam today hor,i see the question don't feel like doing liao.
need write soooooooo long. ><
then keep explaining explain until i wan die. D:
nevermind,since its over,don't think about it anymore.
study well for geog can le. ^^

kays,that should be all.
tomorrow will be a better paper.
no more essays!
wheee~ :D
tatas ppl. :)

NPCC Day. :)

2010-05-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hellos hellos ^^
soooo happy today. :D

woke up at 5.45am today.
uhhh..thats early. >.<
mum send mr to school.
so many red lights. -.-
reach sku ard 6.25am.
changed into Full-U ^^
then fall in at th corridoor near th field thr.
so many ppl late.
OMG.
k thn fall in at parade sq ard 7.10am? =X
was not nervous luh.
but quite pai seh cuz i stand 1st row.
morning assembly.
though the national flag couldn't be raised during th national anthem,
but i still think my senior did a great job. :D
at least she have the courage to stand up there and evenually get the flag raised up. :)
not everyone can do that leii! >.<

cannot wear bag over rank..
'drag' my heavy bag to class.
hand pain. >.<
i walk so fast cuz i wan go back klas attend history lesson.
in th end,cher din come.
i was like WTF! ><
free period AGAIN.
so sian. >.<
i tot can get bk history klas test results de.
but I DIN!
*sobs sobs* :(
sci is still as sian as ever.
cher so strict.
n no expressions de.
see le feel like sleeping too.
uhh ya,and cannot lean on table = cannot sleep -.-
recess,
cannot go out of shelter w/o beret. >.<
so YAY!
luckily go back klas not parade sq. :)
sec 1Ts uh..
so arrogant.
say send referal also not scared.
i wonder wat are they afraid of?
hmmmm... >.<
english period did self self revision.
taught shu hui how to do substitution and how to ans geog structured qns. ><
wheee~ ^^
maths lesson went thru klas test.

so basically,i got bk all my klas test ecxept hist. -.-
(THE ONE THT IM WAITING FOR SOOOO LONG) ><
Eng : 15/25 - B4
MT : 43/80 -C6
Maths : 13/25 - C6
Sci : 20/25 - A1
Literature : 15/20 - A1
Geog : 20/25 -A1
i quite lucky tht i passed all my klas test.
esp maths n mt. ^^
for MYE,
2 papers down,
5 more to go. :D

thats all people..
going to study tmr.
aiming 4As and no fail for MYE. :D
wish me luck. :D
all the best people. :)

-update after MYE- ;)

2010-05-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

Hmms...

well, i don't have much things to post recently.
blog, VERY DEAD. >.<
at least I have a very loyal 'stalker'.
My tagboard full of his name lerhh. ^^
wheee~ :D
hahas. alright, woke up ard 11am today.
USED COM -.-
im like using com th whole day for yesterday n today.
and and,the past few weeks too.
didn't do homework neither did i study for the exams.
CRAP! ><
lazy. =P

okay,mother fetched my grandparents and I out at ard 5+.
go eat chilli crab at Katong there.
*drooools* ^^
OMG,LOVE IT! :D
*yummy yummy* ^^
SMS-ed Dominic while eating too.
he like so curious to know who i miss.
LOL >.<
after that,went for a spin at marina barrage.
so we alight and walk around.
its soooo nice. ^^
*ideal place for dating* xD
weeeets.. =P
so.... any couples interested to go there? ^^
can i tag along?? xDD
kk,cuuut. :D
alright,so stayed there for around 30 minutes or so.
alot people flying kites there ehhs..
nice nice ^^
bad news is my hp low batt,cannot take pics. -.-
worst ting is,smsed halfway hp shut down!!! >.<
^&%@?!
wtheck. :(
okayys,then went sentosa.
din get down the car.
just look at how is it now.
the casino..
yeahh..
nice uh. :)
after that went bedok inter awhile then went back le.
sms-ed, chatt... :)
quite tired.
so gonna sleep early tonight! ^^

alrights,nothing special recently.
just that im in for the NPCC SYF!
YAYS!
NPCC training again. :D
what does that mean?
DRILLS!
wheee~ :D
happy happy ^^

okay luhh,nothing more to add.
I'll end here.
Nites ppl. :))

2010-04-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

UGH!!!
was quite fed up in th morning.. -.-

i took bus to sku.
then i reached foyer at 7.16am.
i was considered LATE by the senior prefects cuz im suppose to be thr by 7.15am.
so, i had to do reflection + run 5 round of the parade sq.
WTFFFFFF!
1 min nia.
when i reach cher also juz started talking mah?
liddat also late? -.-
and seok yin pei me run one round.
aft tht she go telll th prefects im stil sick
(Yes,i really am. im still having flu + cough and headache yesterday)
and what they replied?
I PURPOSELY WANT MAKE HER RUN.
its like wat-the-heck lo.
so what if ur senior?
dun mean tht u can bully juniors wat. -.-
and i feel like fainting after i finish running.
ehhs,early in th morning w/o food leiis.
n never warm up suddenly kal me run juz cuz im late for 1 min! -.-
be more flexible luh.
if im late by like 5 min i can understand.
but its onli 1 min lo.

sometimes,i reali wanna quit this prefect thing.
no 1. i don't like the seniors.
keep bullying us (well,im not th onli person that said this)
no.2 i don't have much time.
like there's prefect selection for sec 1s tmr.
and MYE is coming.
i rather study and revise lo.
no 3. i keep missing lessons.
like if teacher is revising th topics im weak in,i gtg cuz i have to eat during recess n do duty.
no.4 i cannot control sec 1s
also got 'bullied' by them in some ways.
no respect for us.
UHHH! well,any ideas people?

anyway i got bk my lit klas test today.
i scored 15/20(A1)
YAYS! ^^
and i passed my chinese!! :D
like yayyy!
first chi test i passed this yr lo. ^^

assembly today was crap i swear.
I was sitting beside Ryan and Sebastian.
and there's some jazz thing luhhs.
its like damn funny.
(thx to Ryan and sebast)
I laughed till i cried and no voice.
and everyone was looking at me.
omg,so pai seh. ><
I LOVVVEEEEEE CRAPPING WITH RYAN! ^^
hehehehehes.... :D

well,i was talking to myat juz now.
this year is streaming year.
i don't wanna take DnT, Art or HomeEc.
i wanna go 3E1 and do pure science.
i may not be any top student or top in any sub.
but i tink tht putting in effort and doing my best is more impt thn anything eles.
i juz wanna achieve my target and score th result tht im satisfied wif is alr enuf.

so yeah. JY ppl! ^^
Mid Year's round th corner,
Don't slack anymore.
Lets work together! ^^
byeeeee! :)

2010-04-25T16:44:00.003+08:00

My sunday is ruined.

Seriously,sometimes when i study and i don't study,
my results are still the same.
what for waste my time and stress myself by studying?
Whenever,i cannot answer a question in my hoemwork, i'll feel so depress and desperate.
like.. "why the question can ask yet i don't know?!"
why why why?!
and i'll read my notes over and over again and search the web for answer.
the next question,
i cannot answer again.
WHY IS THAT SO?!
i reali don't know.
test test test.
exams exams exams.
STRESS STRESS STRESS!
UGH!
im having maths test tmr.
don't need to guess.
SURE FAIL.
forget it.
fail then fail bah.
anyway,im still unsure of the method.
im not going to pass my mid year.

same goes for literature, chinese, science, english, geography, history and DnT.

i think crying is a very good way of relieving stress..

NPAP'2010 Videos

2010-04-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hellos ppl! :)

just to share with you 4 videos.

These are the NPAP10 videos.

In case you wanna locate me, Im in supporting contingent 6, 1st row, 3rd person from the left marker ; 8th person from the right marker.

I find the march past the coolest part uh.

but overall,its a very successful parade.

Enjoy! :)

PS : The video is very long.

2010-04-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

hellos ppl! :)
im back,again.
LOL.

i've been kindda guai recently.
not late for prefect thingy in th morning.
^^
*happy happy* :D
first period : hist test.
quite easy luhhs. :D
then science after tht.
ABIT sian. =P
recess time, was having slight fever. feeling abit giddy too.
(cuz i had fever th night before) =X
after tht was english test.
OMGGGG~~~
so hard!! ><
its like, i almost cannot ans every qns.
die liao, sure flunk like crap de. ><
haizzz...
maths lesson was abit relax.
did filling. ^^
miss kerk gave assignment 8 and NGEE ANN mye paper as homework.
omg. =X
so after school,went to canteen wif th same bunch of people.
juz that Ernest n Sebastian uhh..
keep putting the hole puncher in my bag since 1 week ago. -.-
Z.
suddenly, Hidayuh call me, ask me got bring full-uniform not?
i said,no.
she call me go home take! >.<
LOL,wth.
then went home,
uniform not iron, boots not plished.
so i did a quick one.
almost forget to bring boots. -.-
LOL.
kk so reach school,went to change into full-u.
then run here run there. >.<
tired...
heng arh,my voice din change alot.
if not pai seh liao.
so rehearse for POP.
POP = Passing out parade. :D
not rly nervous until th actual one.
so many ppl looking lo.
so many ppl = Scouts, Girl Guides, sec 1 juniors, and whoever in school.
quite nervous la.
i wonder how i've performed.
hmmm... :)
i hope its good,of cuz.
then went to 3rd level for the POP ceremony.
end at ard 7pm.
so i quickly zao.
LOL.
went home.
watch tv, sleep. wake up,bathe.
LOL.
sweet and simple with no elaboration. ^^
wahaha. xD

today,woke up at 11.30am.
aunt's outside! ^^
wheee~!
happy to see her,of cuz. :)
then chatted with her until my uncle came.
they all took a nap till 4pm.
me surfing net outside. ^^
hahas.
after tht watch TV.
using com now.
GOING TO STUDY/DO HOMEWORK FOR AN HOUR LATER!
*DETERMINED!* ^^

hahas,thats all for today.
shall post some other time.
Buhhh-Baiii~! :D

2010-04-19T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hellos people! :D
its been quite some time since i last posted something.
Upon the special request by Mr Thu kyaw,
I shall post something for his sake. =P
Wahaha. xD

Alrighty,
im becoming more and more lazy as day pass by. =X
omg,im gonna become fat.
everyday sleep,eat,watch tv,use com.
and the cycle repeats.
LOL.
thats pretty bad though. =/

Test,exams ect are coming up.
and im not serious at all.
(din even bother handing in my hw) =X
esp maths.
DK how to do. D:
and my chinese errr...surely cannot make it de.
=(
HAIZ.
lets see..
=X

NPAP is already over. :(
it ended on 17th april 2010.
SAD!
I MISS SC6! DDD:
Those craps, jokes, nonsense.
always make me laugh till stomach ache de. =X
On th bus,always get scolded cuz we're very hyper.
LOL.
I miss those time.
2 months just FLY.
wed and fri no more training le.
i feel very 'empty'.
but nevermind,will meet up more. :)

kays,that shall be all.
will upload pictures on facebook some other time.
ps,lazy uhhs. xD

Sick :(

2010-04-12T15:50:00.002+08:00

Note : I hate liars esp when you take me as a fool. -.-
YOU should know who you are,yeah?

Didn't went school today.
Had fever since yesterday. :(
so went to doctor last night and had 2 days of MC.
will go back to school on wednesday. :)

errr.. thank you everyone who wishes me well.
appreciated. ;)
im feeling much better now.
so im gonna make use of today and tomorrow to do my homework and study sci geog and history.

anw tags reply. :)

♥Filzah♥ : psps... forgot put link -.- =P
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bell : LOL,okayys.. linked. ;)

lip an : tagged n now very less spammers le :)
bell : ................

Chiewling : Hey relink ! :) thanks
bell : re-linked. :)

Kenny : HELLO :D awesome blog you have here. Haha ttyl later. I'll sms or msn you
bell : heys,thx. :)

Zitao : Tagged
bell : ty.. :)

PAT(: : BELL meimei~! Long time no see ! hahaha . how've you been ?(: & RELINK Me ;D luvs . tc .
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Ashley : oh wow , i stumbled into your blog , so you know valerie huh , hahah . no wonder quite familiar , finally found out what class im from
Ashley : RECOVER SOON :D
bell : yeah found out wat klas ur frm aft tht MSN chat. =P anw,thx for ur wishes. :))

NPAP = AWESOME

2010-04-10T12:39:00.001+08:00

1 last training, 1 more parade and off we go. Life's soooo weird without attending NPAP trainings. I guess alot of us would rather go for training despite the fact that most of us are tired after school. At least its better than to never meet each other again. Especially when we're so bonded. ALL FOR ONE ONE FOR ALL! NPAP'10♥

On Wed, 3rd Feb 2010, it was our first NPAP trainings. Everyone feels awkward and shy at first. Left, Right, Front, Back, we thought to ourself "who are those people" ? Our banging was not as one. Movements not sharp. Its as if we're doing drills the first time. Gradually each training past, we start to realise AWESOME + POTENTIAL cadets from SC6. Laughters, Jokes, Teases and all make us what we are today (all so bonded). Our drills improve sooooo much compared to the first training. One person to be thankful for : the one and only AWESOMEST CI ever : Sir Chong We. Thanks for his scoldings, we realise our mistakes and learn from it. Thanks for his 'drills theory' that he came out with, we understand the pointers that drills require. Thanks for his constant reminders, we manage to get it into our head and execute the command with almost perfection. Thanks for his ever tireless effort, SC 6 has became so good that you and I have never expected. Thanks for making SC6 flourish and bring glory to NPCC!

1 last training, 1 more parade...

2010-04-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

HELLOS people! :)
NPAP ♥ training today. :D
my title says it all.
there's one more,very very last training to NPAP parade next sat.
and we'll all return to our respective units.
SIANZZZZZ.
alright so today,went to drill shed. :D (cuz of th rainy weather)
thn did drills thr. :D
i have to admit,do drills are very tiring, aching etc etc.
YES.
but i still love it.
and will always love DRILLS. :D
kays,after tat,drill drill drill.
FINALLY th rain stopped.
went to form up point.
practice as usual. :)
but training end slightly later today.
7pm. :)
then rch ngee ann ard 8pm or so.
went to KFC makan wif Jianli and Syafiq. :)
craps i swear.
CHEESE. :DD
hahas.
then went to bus stop and chatted wif syafiq.
went back ard 10 plus.
AWESOME! ;D

2010-04-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

Dang!
woke up at 6.50am today.
keep snoozing my alarm.
LOL WTF!
tsk,bad girl.
hahas.
chiong outta house.
took 5 minutes to prepare nia. ^^

took train to school.
Bloody train still need wait 6 minutes when im already late.
FML. .__.
so i was actuali strolling in SLOWLY as i thought i'll be late.
BUT NO LEI!
the freaking light still blinking.
^^
whoo~
chiong in of cuz.
im the last person which reach sku n not counted late.
HENG.
the person behind me suey liao.
LOL.
BUT suey thing is,
Mr Koh saw me being late!
SHIT!
so cannot go do duty liao.
need stay in foyer do reflection -.-
3rd week nia.
late 2 times.
3rd times go detention liao.

first lesson :
literature.
okok luhhs. :D
after that is science.
cher damn zai.
chiong one topic in 1 period.
after recess maths.
no idea what's going on.
nvm,english is next.
PIANG EHHS!
boring like shit.
1 period of english lesson seems like 2 period of other subjects.
zzz.
then mother tongue.
not so sian.
after that assembly.
some cartoonist came to my school and started drawing.
CUTE! ^^
after school,went east point with shu hui. :)
makan makan makan.
i bought ALOT of Oreos. ^^
lolz,like as if there's a food crisis at home. =X
after tht,went to Joseph's house with shu hui and wei lun.
then went home.
SLEEP.
ate KFC for dinner. ^^
going to do homework later.
Don't wanna do that freaking art.
waste time. .__.

that's all.
im off to meet AWESOME + GREAT + FUN + LOVELY + CUTE people = NPAP PEEEEEEEPS! ^^
I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX MAX MAX!! ^^

2010-04-05T17:28:00.003+08:00

"Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, always will."
--Facebook

“Love never claims, it ever gives. Love ever suffers, never resents never revenges itself.”
--Mahatma Ghandi

I don't know what to say to you.
I don't think I'll have a chance to show you that..

NPAP Preview. :)

2010-04-04T13:15:00.002+08:00

News Update**
- Quitted Choir last week.
Cuz my school speech day clashed with one of NPAP trainings.
And i cannot cope with so many activities going on.

Woke up at 9.30 am yesterday.
Polished my boots for th parade in th afteroon.
then bused down to tamp inter makan breakfast wif NPAP friends. :D
NPAP friends : Weiqi :D , Syafiq :D , Hazirah :D , Nurul :D , Irfan :D , Liyana :D , Filzah :D .
ate hotcakes for breakfast..
*Yummy!* :)
after tht went to Ngee Ann sec.
Changed to full-U.
Stupid hair keep on giving me problems -.-
i think its too layered thts why having difficulties bunning it up.
hmmm...
okays aft tht,we boarded the bus and left for HTA. :)
went to classroom 31.
air-con screwed up. -.-
was damn stuffy and uncomfortable luhhs.
full-u somemore .__.
suddenly,this awesome CI with some magical power snap his / her fingers and the air con was on! :D
(jk onli.) :)
but yeah,th air-con was on anyway so..who cares? hahas.
went to drill shed and started doing drills,drills,drills.... :D
I LOVEEEEEE DRILLS TTM!! :D
esp when everyone 'bang' th same time.
th type of satisfaction you get is no words can ever describe de. :)
BUT!
this only applies to NPAP.
in school.. err....
maybe not. ><
kk,bk to topic..
after tht Rehearse for Preview.
thn went for break.
OMG th food thr damn delicious la. :D
*yum yum* :)
kk,thn...PREVIEW!! =OO
hmm..th sec 1s like not alot leiis. =/
But i was stil quite nervous at th form-up point tho.
Heng ar,we only stand thr like 15-20 mins.
cuz everything all cut short.
No speech, no prize presentation.
*phew*
but my leg damn numb n tired la. :(
aft tht went to drill shed agn.
talk to some of my squadmates. :)
they're talking dirty lo. .__.
then went bk to classroom,changed.
and chatted wif our sir etc. :D
time to go back. :(
sads.
in bus not so hyper liao.
but still okok. :D
then went to blk 201 mac wif Irfan,weiqi,nurul and filzah.
ate Ice-cream for dinner.
LOL.
reached home ard 10.45pm.
TIRED! =X

3 more training,
1 last parade.
NPAP is officially over.
And we'll all return to our Units.
I'll miss those awesome people i met there.
Peeps from supporting contingent 6.
Peeps from area 9.
The Sirs and Ma'ams there.
I'll definitely miss them all.
Cuz we're really bonded and close.
And Im especially close to the sec 3s (CPLs)
They're sec 4 next year.
HIGH chance they won't be in NPAP.
I wonder when I'll ever meet them again.
How many times in a lifetime you'll get such experience?
such FUN AND CRAPPY friends?
If NPAP is always (as in the training will never end) ,
I'll always be there. :)

2010-03-28T20:57:00.003+08:00

You'll never know how much you matter to me .
But the fact is , you mean alot alot to me !
Can't we still be the same... ?

6 more times..
and we might never meet each other again.
my aching heart ain't gonna cure...

More than words could ever explain...

2010-03-26T18:16:00.007+08:00

Sweet past ,
Bitter Present.

All of little something ,
these are memories .
You make me cry ,
make me smile ,
make me feel the love is true.
You always stand by my side ,
I don't wanna say goodbye.

-Facing you yet not talking to you is the biggest challenge ever.
I am sorry for everything indeed.
its just 3 more weeks and everything will remain as history......

Falling for you is the best and worse thing that happened to me....

2010-03-23T16:15:00.002+08:00

lets seeee...
so i wasn't late for th prefect meeting today ! :D
YAYS ! ^^

okay okay..
first period of th day..
Litetature.
took back common test resuts.
my marks is my register number.
so.. check out urself ehhs?
Round 1 : Ernest won me in CT 1 -.-
never mind stil got 3 more rounds. :)
Ernest , dont be complacent uhhs! (just....joking. i know you won't) :D

second period : SCIENCE.
term 2 is all about BIOLOGY.
*yays* ! :D
so started a new topic today.
Diffusion and Osmosis.

recess / recess assembly :
so far so good.
less people smuggling bottle drinks.
the sec one technicals are more or less setted down after the holidays too. :)
they spared me from loosing my beautiful voice. xD

maths :
Miss kerk is back teaching us!
so , i'm starting to have a better understanding of th topic now.
:D

english :
did SIAN stuffs again. -.-
ohgosh.

mother tongue :
happy sleeping in class.
i counld't open my eyes at all.
UNTIL teacher called my name to read the passage.
cuz she saw me sleeping.
Z.
*crap*

assembly :
lower sec assembly.
it was a talk by out VP , MR PHOR. -.-
its the same thing over and over again every start of the term.
UBER SIANZXC.

2010-03-22T17:41:00.002+08:00

Was late for prefect duty today. -.-
Stayed in th foyer wif Pearlcelia to do th reflection.
LOL.
anw,
umms..

Happy 19th Birthday to Shaun Koh Jia Hao!!!
:DDDDDD

1 year closer to becoming an ah pek liaoos. ;D

2010-03-18T13:09:00.002+08:00

Hellos.. :)
din getta post th past fews days cuz of my unit camp.

Day 1 :
took taxi to school.
fall in in th parade sq.
first activity is to design our flag.
aft tht is tink of cheer.
(BORING)
my grp name is thunder boltz.
LOL.
th grp cheer goes like this..
Everywhere we go,
Thunderboltz Hey Ho!
We are from area 9,
we are the one who shine.
shine.. shine.. SHINE!
LOL.
thn hmmm...
we did campcraft.
like a few hrs. -.-
so halfway thru i went up top th hall for chinese oral.
omg,damn hard luhhs!
i keep on saying errrrr....
ummm...
thn look at th teacher..
thn smile..
thn say 1 sentence onli.
wth.
and th laz qns th examiner asked is sth like "do you have anything eles to add on" ?
i juz said 'No'
and he like.. "don't have already ar?" in a shocking expression =X
my god.
im gonna flunk my chinese oral.
aft tht went bk and continue wif campcraft test.
I PASSED!! :D
woohoo!! ^^
thn aft tht...
(err,forget liao)
at nite aft dinner went for a lecture.
frm 8pm-12am.
sibei sian.
th tok is "Being an NCO" -.-
piang ehhs.
i listen until wanna slp but cannot luhhs.
aft tht we go n bathe.
lights out at 1am.
thn me, nurul, shu hui and filzah slp together at th back of the klas.
th sec 1s come and tok to us.
LOL.
tok abt steads. =X
suddenly SSGT Rhonda come in sia.
thn caught us talking.
so......
we went out of th klas..
PUMPING POSTIONS DOWN. =X
blehz.
aft tht went into th klas.
i feel asleep immediately....

Day 2 :
woke up at 6am.
Nurul said she had a hard time waking me up.
hehes. ;D
so we started th day wif Morning PT.
thn..breakfast.
aft tht is water activity.
YUCKS.
thn..we go bathe aft tht.
thn slack in canteen.
we had food rations for lunch.
Maggie and army food in a pack.
Outdoor cooking luhhs..
aft tht we have to tink wat to perform for campfire.
th guys ar..
FUNNY SIA!
lmao.
thn..drills. :D
hahas.
dinner is next.
aft tht is ummm...
campfire?
we had to perform.
so we sang 'my heart will go on'
;D
hahas.
th campfire end ard 10 plus?
recongition parade is next.
I FINALLY GOT MY TOTAL DEFENCE (bronze) and CRIME PREVENTION BADGE!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
wheee~~
waited like soooo long.
at least my road safety badge not solo le. ;D
but sad thing is..
idk whr to place th crime prevention badge. :(
hahas,nvm.
Next sat during Full Dress Rehearsal kal AUNTIE Wei qi hlp me. :D
kk,aft tht..
suddenly gasteic pain sia.
like wan peng san liddat.
first time i kena casualty.
so went bk to bunk..
fell asleep....

Day 3 : suppose to wake up at 6am.
but woke up at 6.20am instead.
LOL. discount. xD
hahas..
sooo...started wif Morning PT.
thn aft tht played some games.
Breakfast is next.
Nice Milo. :)
thnnn... area clean up.
clean toliet n canteen.
YUCKS.
but we all damn damn heng.
toliet th cleaner alr hlp us clean. so we did nothing. :D
so..clean canteen lo. -.-
lalala. aft tht is debrief..
damn long lei. 1 hr or so.
=X finally.. FINALLY can go home liao!!
:D zoomed off wif nurul and filzah to east point to buy BBT.
went home aft tht. used com, bathe and sleep.
all th way till 9pm at nite.
POWER. lol.

today wake up at 8 plus.
use commm...
actuali wanna do hw de.
damn website dk what happen.
so need refer to textbook.
z.
I GTG choir SOON!!
ARGH!
i told cher i need do project, she kal me reschedule.
i said its been planned on fri alr.
she told me laz thur morning assembly got announce.
WTF la!
aft tht i need chiong to janeil hse do history project.
-.- piang ehhs.
anw,i wun be using com like soooo long tmr.
need chiong hw.
ALOT OF IT.
i hvnt do sia!! grrr!!

2010-03-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

i got soooo many tags to reply!!
shall reply it when i have nth to do.
LOL.
lets see..
tmr i gotta pack my bag for unit camp on mon.
then needa practice on oral.
><
anyway,updates on my results.

Eng - 19/30 (B4) ><
Chinese - 52.4 (overall - C6) I PASSSSSSED! *happy happy* !! ^^
Maths - 25/40 (B4) :)) JY ^^
Science - 27/50 (C6) FKKKKKKKK!! DDD; A1 - C6. ><
Geography - 18/25 (A2) >< CRAP!
History - 20/25 (A1) my one and only A1!! ^^
Literature - ??/?? (hvnt get)

MY RESULTS ARE CRAP!
i know!! ><
i gotta buck up manzxc.
and..my maths dropping agn.
i dun understand a single hell of what th trainee cher is teaching. ><
MISS KERK!!!!
i want miss kerk!! ><

anw,i've got sooo many hw to do during th 'holiday'
(its not even holiday to me)
except for th fact tht i getta slp later n wake up a slightly later.
yeahhs.
other thn tht,NO.
.__.

lets see..
my holidays assignment :
- Science revision w/s (x1)
-Geog online learning. (x1)
-History GODAMIT project. (x1)
-MT compo (x2)
-Maths ace-learning.
-Art assignment (x2)
seeee seeee seeeee!!
how can i not die liddat? ><
STRESS.BODOH.
but my goal is to complete all of it.
and do some revision on sci.

mon - wed : camp
thur or friday - project work for hist.
i have wed - sun to complate ALL of it.
holy crap.
kk gtg.
post someother time yeahs?

random : 1 more week to new HP!!! ^^
(DAD PROMISED ME!!!)
i wan tht samsung F480i
same as rena ong bestie n shu hui panda!! :))

2010-03-13T16:37:00.002+08:00

tired tired and tired.....
immediately after my post last nite,i slammed my head on th com table and fell asleep.
for half n hr. ><

woke up at 6.3am today.
my eyes couldn't open.
feel like closing it.
but CANNOT(!) ><
kk,so went for th sec 4 and 5 PTC.
duty.
BLEHZ!
everyday also duty duty duty. ><
aft tht is NYAA.
was uber sianzxc.
i dont like NYAA.
to me,its a waste of time.
so,played water soccer.
th water was like... EEEEEW!!
gosh..
then end ard 12pm.
went to FKC wif shu hui and makan.
thn went to pair ris whitesands at tht.
yeahhh...
thts all.

2010-03-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

*yawns*...
im so godamit tired.
literally shutting my eyes as i type this post.
shall update tmr abt today.
worse thing,tmr got sec 4 n 5 Parent-teacher conference.
so...gotta wake up like 6 plus?
aft tht got water soccer..
al th way till noon bah?

im on th verge of slamming my head against th table now.
*this shows how tired i am....*
FML .__.

kays tatas ppl.
gtg..
*yawnnzzzz* =X

2010-03-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

Todays' a pretty sad day for me.
i got back my Common test paper.
4 subjects.

Maths - B4. tho thr's an improvement in it,but im still th bottom few in class.
those who did well,stop saying tht u din. if u din,what are my results? crap?

Geography - not to my expectations.

MT - my marks are almost th same as those in 2E4. im preparing to drop to th last MT klas nxt yr. 'AWESOME'.

Science - Teacher announced th distinctions. followed by well done. follwed by,you have to try harder. yes and im in th list of 'you gotta try harder'. from A1 all th way to C6. my eyes were teary when i received th paper.

I don't have any A1s.
not even a single one.
this shows tht im not capable of taking triple sci?
its my dream,to get into 3E1 next year and be one of those 20 students taking triple science.
now,can it ever come true?

getting back literature english and history tmr.
i hope i wont be disappointed.
but i knw myself,tht my lit shld b a goner.
i pray...very hard.. tht my eng and history can stil be an A2 or B3.

Common test..
during tht period of time,thr's alot of disputes.
i will take it as a wake up call.
hopefully,i'll do better in mid year exam.
but,im not going to give up.
its only common test 1.
i still have 2 major exams and another Common test 2.
at th end of it,end of year results is th one that matters.
so...JY bellarie! :))

2010-03-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

hellos. :)
quite long no post le.
abit slack now. ><

kays,
got bk 2 CT paper today.
Geog n MT.
i got an A2 for grog.
n flunked my MT paper. D:

aft sku,went to tamp library wif 2N3 for literacy workshop thingy.
i doze off thr.
LOL.
its like.. soooo tired n boh liao. ><

grrrr.
cm home nia,
fed up liao.
pissed off.
order me like a dog
talk to me like a dog.
u bigger SO WHAT?!
din i try my best to fulfil what u wan?
DIN I DIN I?!
-.-

2010-03-04T22:56:00.004+08:00

I tink i screwed my science paper today.
DDD;
cfm no A1 liao.
i get B4...i can count myself 'lucky' alr.
*PATHETIC SHYT!* -.-

lit..lit..lit..lit..lit..LIT!
last paper tmr!! :D
wheeees~ ^^
but after tht,we're gonna run 2.4km for PE.
holy crap!!

2010-03-02T19:42:00.002+08:00

Your smile,
gave me more assurance.
:)

2010-02-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

why the hell,
do i still miss you?
=X

2010-02-27T14:43:00.003+08:00

wanted to wake up early and revise in sku ytd.
in th end,
i rch sku ard 7am. -.-

Prefect duty :
- banner tree was full.
then did an attire check on 3E2, 3E3, 3E4.

Art :
-keep drawing circle. LOL

PE :
-Sian.
played Rugby.

MT :
-Nth much.
learn to do a newspaper article.

Eng :
-was fun. :D
we have to pick someone's name randomly.
aft tht,describe th person's character in 50 words.
hahaha. :D

After school :
- went to 2E4 with Myat, shawn, shu hui and lipan.
find miss marie lee for sci remedial.
finally clear my doubts. :D
oh yeah, i bought an Upper sec pure chem book.
quite difficult to understand.
well,at least it does help me understand more.
*more detailed*. :D

NPCC :
- did campcraft. =X
omg..sian.
alot of things happened.
dun wanna elaborate.

After NPCC :
-went to EP wif Nurul and shu hui. :)
bought waffles and shu hui treated me bubble tea. ^^
then went to NTUC as shu hui wanted to buy Frutti.
went home aft tht.

slept frm 7.30pm - 11pm.
sorry if i replied ur msg late.
i very tired luhhs. :(
at night,study frm 11pm-1am liddat.
actuali not rly,but stil YES.
intending to study chem today.
tmr studying Hist + Geog.
Monday studying MT. D:
sure fail de.
haiz.

did my own goal setting laz nite.
Eng - B3
MT - B4 (dun tink can get B4) D:
Maths - A2 (hmmm?)
Science - A1
Geography - A1
History - A1
Literature - A2
DnT - A2 (hmmm?)
F&N - A2 (hmmm..)
Art - B3

so yeahs,im gonna start studying now.
and for th past 8 weeks i put alot of effort in my studies lei.
esp maths. ^^
AND CHIANG ZITAO WILL WIN ME IN MATHS!! (JY JY ^^)

btw,lipan.
nope,ur sci is not tht bad.
its good.
to u,me losing to u is so wat?
to ME,losing to u is A BIG DEAL.
so i will win u. ;D

2010-02-25T21:18:00.003+08:00

Only memories to be left behind.

騙自己愛還存在

淚水卻始終不斷

命中注定沒有你的未來

莫失莫忘漸漸消失的空白

什麼都別說

我不想懂至少我還擁有

美麗的夢....

2010-02-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

hellooos....

first lesson of the day :
-DnT :
was less boring compared to the last few DnT lessons.
some did practical work.
but i did drawings instead. :)

-Recess assembly :
-Whoosh~
the 1T boys are more well-behaved compared to yesterday.
having them settled down is kindda challenging.
i tried my best not to raise my voice at them.
but sometimes,i just couldn't help it not shouting at them.
since i talk nicely,they took it for granted,
i shall show th wicked side of me. =P
*but im nice okayyys??* xD *winkkss*

-Maths lesson :
Miss kerk was ill therefore,mr Billy relieve our class. :)
LOTSSA FUN! :D
rofl.
anw,hopes miss kerk get well soon. :))

IPW period :
OMG.
the guys are really too much.
reali regreted accepting Xiu Qiang into my grp.
i was busy typing,
yet all he do was.
GO BLOGS SEE CHIO BU.
not only him.
but all my team members.
gosh. -.-

- science lesson :
SPA test.
dk if i'll do well. gosh.
my grades are slipping.
esp scil.
i cnt believe i lose to LIPPY!
oh dear~
thats bad.
reali bad.
D:
aft tht is sci remedial.
=X

-After school :
went east point wif myat.
went to popular bookstore.
and realise sth.
we're learning UPPER SEC PURE CHEM!!
omg.
no wonder its like super hard.
was tinking to buy th upper sec sci book as reference.
but it cost $30 ++
omg,so damn ex.
went bk to sku aft tht.
stayed bk wif firdaus,lippy and ahmad.
so myat challenged me to do 2 maths sum.
i spend like half n hr doing it.
cuz i made like so damn many careless mistakes =X
but managed to get it right. (SURPRISED)
then we're discussing abt sci all the way.

so thats all.
:))

2010-02-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

i don't feel like updating.
im juz...
not in th mood to do anything.

NPAP : Tiring.
Currently Feeling : sad,disappointed. feels like ur heart literally sank.

_______ finally understand how someone is feeling.
being treated coldly.
finally waited so long for this day.
yet someone was being avoided.
wanted to talk to _______ so badly.
but,
______ do was plugging in th earpiece and ignore everything.
_______ fianlly understands it.

2010-02-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

well,
today's rather unpleasant.
cuz of alot of things. =X
lets not tok abt things in sku.
lets tok abt after sku. :D

got bk my geog result during geog remedial.
i freaking got a damn A2. DD:
GRR! ><
that's like NOT GOOD AT ALL.
din even told anyone.
omg,how embarrasing. ><

aft sku,mother waited for me opp my sku.
she brought me to th doctor.
im going hospital nxt tue.
*omg,scared* D:
thn..went to someone in joo seng rd or wherever u kal it.
repair my iPod touch.
yeah,im soooo 'lucky' that i got th spoil one.
its like one in a few hundred. -.-
anw,its gonna get replaced by a NEW IPOD TOUCH!! ^^
c collect in 2 days time. :D
then went home,slp...
wkload today is reali CRAZY.
maths ws 5 pages.
lit.
hist.
dnt.
sci.
mt.
google doodle or wat u kal it.
z.
needa chiong liao!

k byes ppl! :)

2010-02-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

I love 2e1,
but cuz of some reasons,i hated my class now. and..NPCC.
i've some thoughts about quitting.
2010 is reali a challenging year for me.
academic, relationships, CCAs.
esp u met some 'xiao ren' in ur life,
ur life's gonna get tougher.

and yes,
BITCH,
stop fking bitching me.
sorry to disappoint you,
i wont freaking beg you for you to forgive me.
DREAM ON.
YES.
DREAM.
face the reality,
its bloody obvious that he's not interested in you.
so stop acting like some slut and throw urself at him.
thats totally SHAMELESS.
don't u urself think so? -.-

2010-02-17T20:19:00.003+08:00

:D
was early for sku today.
thanks myatomato for giving me morning call EXACTLY at 6am. :)
thn he hlp me download all th songs i want.
omg. touched luhhs~
THANKS. :D

hmm today banner tree quite alot ppl.
am i too linient when checking skirt length?
hmmm.. nxt tym i be more evil liao.
muahahaha. xD
thn lit is next.
lalala.
thn hist.
need role play.
i realise...someone soooo cute. =X
my gosh.
><
cher dun wan return klas test. -.-
zzzzzzz.
aft tht recess.
-nothing-
aft tht MT.
I FAILED MY TEST.
yeah.
expected it.
32/80
stil need bring home sign.
i rly rly dk how to show them sia.
sure kena scolding de. =X
haiz.
n chi klas is sian til cnt de lo.
almost half th klas falling asleep.
i also.
zzzzzz.
thn maths.
tho miss kerk say its very boring but i loveeee her lesson. :)
term 2 new teacher taking over for a term.
z.
i hope and pray my MYE dun fail.
aft tht eng.
thn eng klas.
went to Tamp 1 wif myatomato,fil and shu hui.
slack.
rch hm ard 5am.
ok thts all.
tatas. ^^

i gotta go n do my godamit DnT research alr.
and im serious,idk how to do.
cuz cher juz told us like 3 weeks before.
no w/s for us refer or textbook.
-.-

2010-02-16T20:50:00.003+08:00

Currently craving for hot chocolate drink and oreo cheesecake.
who is kind enuf to treat me? :P
(can be bought in McCafe)
i'll thank you a million times. ;)

Hellos ppl. ^^
today's th third day of CNY.
which means...
tmr need go bk sku??!! =OO
DDD:

kays..
slept at ard 4am laz nite.
thn 11am wake up liao.
use com all th way till 2.30pm liddat.
thn mummy came.
bring me go her frenz hse bai nian.
in other words,collect ang bao. ^^
omg so many children thr!!
all small small de.
like 3-7 yrs old liddat?
yeah la im th most senior 'children' thr.
:(
old liao. D:
yeah so stay thr for ard 2 hrs.
juz chat n eat lo.
rch home ard 6pm.
watch tv till 8pm.
thn wan do homework de.
sianzxc i swear. D:

k thts all.
not a very long post today.
ps i dun like to take pic so my blog very sian de.
yes i noe. D;

tatas ppl. ;D

新年新年快乐！！！

2010-02-15T19:51:00.003+08:00

Hellos ppl! ^^

its the second day of CNY! :D

sooo,i've posted a song on my blog to get into the festive mood.

its my favourite CNY song since p5. :DDD

yupp...

once again, 新年快乐！恭喜发财！事事顺利！^^

may all my chinese friends get lots of ANG BAO!! :D

2010-02-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines day. :D

2010-02-11T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl. :D
im gonna post abt yesterdayy..
the day started off quite smoothly........

good thing i wasn't late for prefect thingy.
*phew*
thn went to banner tree do duty.
not alot ppl la.
aft tht is lit.
did terribly for klas test.
scored highest in klas but it was BAD.
12/20
B4.
and its rly..
cnt accept de standart.
my studies drop alot since laz yr.
As and Bs now become Bs and Cs.
even for geog and sci.
HAIZ.
then history is aft tht.
klas test.
i tink i'll do badly.
cfm B agn.
when my target is A1.
haiz.
cuz i din rly study.
distractions!
then MT is next.
was quite relax as we din rly study.
Ms Ning show us video regarding th topic we're studying abt. :)
then... science..
i cannot understand a single thing cher saying.
CHEMISTRY.
balance th stupid equation.
i wanna PUKE. ><
so i was showing th very very paranoid face at cher.
=P
thn eng is aft tht.
omg more sian plz.
finally 1PM! :D
zoomed off to canteen.
Oh,you've saved me from my misery. :DDD
so get ready and left sku at 1.30pm.
reached Ngee Ann sec at 2pm.
we all dragggg till 2.45 pm thn set off.
why? cuz no teacher bringing us thr.
so we wait..and wait..and WAIT!
-.-
reached thr very late le.
ard 3.30pm liddat?
everyone fall in liao..
aft tht,formed Supporting Contingent 6.
quite less people.
i prefer contingent 5. :(
rch thr juz nice water break. :D
im almost dying frm thirst.
so i gulped down a bottle of water in less than a minute.
very full liao. =X
break time din eat anything.
tok to shaun, filzah n nurul.
thn do drills all th way. ^^
shiok.
and i tink we can never have th type of drills for a few hour straight in sku. DDD:
HAIZZZZZ.
anw i felt kindda slack yesterday.
i tink i din put enuf effort.
hmmm... =XX
reached Ngee Ann sec ard 7 plus?
Stupid wei qi go scare me till i scream like siao =X
damn PAI SEH SIA!
kk aft tht went to KFC at bedok inter makan wif Filzah. :)
reach home ard 9.30pm.
watch TV till 11pm.
din do any hw.
:DDD
sms-ed Jian Li till i slept.
cuz i was rly tired.
soooo,sorry. ><

today morning,
dun feel like waking up at all.
=X
but i have to.
haiz.
anw,i'd like to thanks my dearest jie, Valerie for giving me morning call! :DD
thx alot! love yar! :D
started th day off wif Dnt.
haiz.
SIAN.
aft tht is maths period. :)
did a klas test.was okok la.
thn IPW period went to computer lab craft out survey qns.
th boys juz wun co-operate wif me. -.-
i have a hard time so i juz do it myself.
BLEHZ. ><
aft tht is ummm..sci lesson.
cher started off a new topic.
i was hoping sth bio related.
but agn,
CHEMISTRY!
oh-my-goddd.
but at least this chpt is easier compared to th laz one. :)
thn aft sku.
went for NYAA.
it was such a bore -.-
esp when im having gastric pain :(
soo,to kll my boredom, smsed agn. :D
lol.
went to EP buy BBT wif lippy.
thn went home.
use com.
and yeah, i needa do my hw le.
ART.
hahas.
thats all ppl. :)

tmr wil be th best day this year. :)
why?
cuz i oni have 2 lessons.
Art and PE.
slack de lo. :D
aft tht i have duty liao.
;)

alvin kor kor,
cheer up! :D
mei will always be by you to cheer you up. :))

thts all readers,
tatas. ^^

2010-02-08T18:41:00.002+08:00

*yawnz*
woke up at 5.45am today.
slept at 2am laz nite.
tireddd. D:
thn prepare preapre.
wanted to go sku early.
spend 30 mins tying my freaking hair =="
stil messy in th end.
zzz.
thn rch sku,so nervous.
need assemble at foyer wait for mr koh with other prefects and trainee prefects.
thn do duty wif Seok Yina nd Eunice.
duty is to check girl's bag, skirt's length etc.
first period is eng.
sianzzzzzz. =X
maths is aft tht. sian oso.
thn went for duty during recess.
wif Eunice (agn) and Nadiah.
thn recess assembly. errr..
hahas.
aft tht is sci period.
SIAN.
dun understand.
sec 3 chem stuff. =X
yimu was like... grumbling cuz he dun understand too. lolz.
then errr... geog aft tht.
went thru some notes first.
thn..geog test.
i tink im gonna fail.
cuz..idk how to do th graph thingy.
ass.
i din even learn it. -.-
DIUUUU.
thn aft finish paper sleep for 15 mins or so.
damn tired will cnt concentrate.
chi lesson was horrible.
sian till wanna die.
and bad news.
half th klas fail th test.
im sure im one of them.

aft sku.
zzz.
wan bitch me ehhs?
i've tolerated you for damn long.
my tolerance level towards you have maxed out.
better stop testing my patience.
_l_

2010-02-07T16:49:00.005+08:00

taken during CCA orientation'10

{left - right}

CPL Liyana, CPL Gina, CI Shaun KO, CPL (i forget her name =P),

LCP Filzah, LCP Bellarie, LCP Huda. :D

(click to enlarge).

^o^

2010-02-06T11:43:00.003+08:00

Ps.

ytd din post.

tooo tired alr. :(

k so yesterday started wif art lesson.

was quite relax.

tok to sebast and yimu.

laught till cnt stop. =X

aft tht is PE lesson.

its a free play.

played basket ball wif my 2 darling.

(Shu Hui and filzah)

i cnt even score 1 point for th first 20 balls i shoot lo. :(

thn i go play captains ball wif Hazel and Chanisa. :)

aft tht go slack. =X

thn blah blah blah. recess liao. :D

we had a longer recess as we dismiss earlier. :)

aft tht is MT.

had a test.

its difficult until i wanna die.

all dk how to do.

th 3 passage dun even noe wat they toking abt.

all put in random ans.

dun even noe can get 30/80 anot.

but its sure fail de.

damn hard until th ppl frm 2e1 chi klas say cnt do.

hope got re-test..

thn eng period.

OMG i forgot bring file. :(

thn got bk eng klas test.

i got 20/30 for my compo. :D

but can do better. :)

(i hope can get a B3 or A2 for eng this yr :D)

jyjy ^^

thn aft sku went to canteen awhile thn went LJS find Filzah n Nurul.

thn we take bus 9 to Ngee Ann sec. :)

whoo! we're one of th earliest. :)

saw mr han thr thn tok to him.

aft tht we board th bus to HTA.

lonng bus ride. =X

rch thr liao need march march march.

swing my right arm till pain. =X

now both of my arms aching. D:

kk thn rch thr raining. zzz

waited for some skus to arrive.

meanwhile chatted wif Nurrul,Filzah,Jian Li and Syafiq.

th 2 guys are frm Ngee Ann. ;D

thn crap ard.

went to drill shed thr do drills.

ALL th supporting contingents are thr lo.

damn squeezy n noisy. =X

aft 1 hr of drills is brk time alr. :D

15 mins la.

better thn wed one,3 mins. =="

thn drill for 1 n th half hr non stop.

until i wanna die oso. =X

BUT I LOVE IT!!!! :D

ended at ard 6pm.

thn waited for bus till 7pm.

cuz we missed th bus.

why?

cuz we all busy toking until no one heard th announcement.

hahaha. xD

crap all th way in bus.

with Nurul, Filzah, Jian Li they all.

*laughs*

reached Ngee Ann sec ard 8.30pm le. :(

thn go makan wif Filzah and 3 of our seniors.

i makan th last finish th fastest.

PRO EHHS? xD

went back aft tht.

rch home ard 9.30pm.

use comm..

thn go watch tv.

i fell asleep at th couch.

1am thn wake up go bathe.

hahas.

sms-ed jian li till i slp.....

That's all for yesterday. :)

today,woke up at 10.30am.

try to slp bk but fail.

rena's sms woke me up. :(

thn wake up liao first thing use com.

ltr gg out wif Shu Hui to Bugis street. :D

tonite gg to eat seoul garden wif family.

Advance reunion dinner. :)

tonite thn post agn. :)

tatas ppl ^^

2010-02-04T20:45:00.003+08:00

hmmm..
i manages to wake up & rch sku in time today. :D
good job. :)

first period DnT.
i wanna sleep liao. -.-
aft tht is maths.
got bk klas test results.
i fail.
(expected)
but by half mark oni.
WTF.
aft tht music lesson.
get into grps.
thn turn over chat wif Ryan,sebast and Myat.
talk radio channels etc.
funny siol.
LMAO.
thn sci was aft tht.
boring.
thn hmmm..sku end le.
went to EP wif myat.
thn saw Ryan at Long John so he joined us aft tht.
slack slack thn Rena and Pris cm EP find me.
went to BK while they makan their lunch.
aft tht went bk to sku cuz got choir.
zzz.
thn sang flying free and sku song.
*faints*
aft tht went to EP makan dinner wif myat.
thn slack at bus stop wif him and bus bk home.
doing hw now. (actuali hvnt start)
post for th sake of posting.
im quite busy. :(

k thats all ppl.
tatas :)

2010-02-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

wahahaha!
hellooo~~ :D

i woke up late today.
6.47am.
=P
but chiong out like 6.55am.
thn rch bus stop th last bus 9 go le (as usual)
thn take bus to Tanah Merah mrt station.
chiong like mad i swear.
thn got 1 part i damn pai seh. (dun wanna say) =XX
idiot needa wait for 7-8 mins for th train to come. -.-
thn come at 7.21am.
rch simei mrt,chiong all th way to sku.
ALMOST DIE. i swear.
this is like th 10th time i chiong le.
zzzzz.
aft tht first period is Lit.
Miss Eunice nvr come so tot dun hav klas test.
thn miss huang come in our class and pass us th paper lo. :(
aft tht is hist.
as usual, nth interesting.
thn recess chiong mt hw.
aft tht mt.
sian.
thn maths. cnt get bk klas test results. zzz
eng oso nvr get bk klas test result.
leave klas at 1pm for NPAP training.
so left sku ard 1.30pm luhh.
thn take bus 38 to Ngee Ann sec.
thn th bus fetch us to HQ (HTA) frm thr.
needa march aft we alight.
shaun KO oso thr do duty.
soo,i tot everything needa carry wif left hand and march (as everyone is doing so)
so i damn zai lo.
i cut my hand with th bag cuz too heavy le
(too much friction rubbing on th surface of my skin) thn kena 1 very nice cut.
and my hand turned purple.
YES.
pain like freaking.
aft tht we all settle.
some sku damn zai.
3pm start they all 3.30pm rch.
zzz.
thn we all thr sian lo.
aft tht training all these start at 4pm.
thn juz nice,brk time.
so fall in awhile go break le.
thn break,3 mins nia!!
wtf.
aft tht fall bk in.
thn did baton drills.
so cool.
aft tht we needa fall out cuz th sky turning dark le.
we're one of th first few sku to go bk!! :D
thn rch ngee ann sec at 7pm (ard thr)
i swear tht sku got damn alot of shuai ge!!
I WANNA TRANSFER TO NGEE ANN!! =PP
hahas..

ya aft tht go home lo.
use com.
and zzz alot hw.
sian.
so damn tired.
so lemme see,will i turn darker aft th NPAP.
stand under th sun for 3 hrs. =P
possible la. =P
but not rly also.
th most i turn red (as usual) zzzzz

btw,who is sweet enuf to gimme morning kal at 6.10am? =P
hehes. ;D
kk i wan go makan liao.
tatas ppl! :)

2010-02-02T18:52:00.002+08:00

Hello ppls.. :D
i wasn't late for sku today.
yays!! ^^

kk so started th day off with MATHS.
thn english.
omgod so sian.
=X
aft tht is CME.
WE DIN DO TH SURVEY!!
nvm still got next week. :D
aft tht is...MT.
blehz. boring stuff.
newspaper article.
i got 5 mistakes in th fill in th blank.
needa write 100 times!!
shyt.
hand gg to brk le. :(
aft tht is sci.
teacher tching sec 3 chem.
(we're sharing the same science notes as the sec 3) zzzzz
formular thingy.
i blurr diao. ><
after that is assembly.
abt cyber wellness thingy.
better thn other assembly. =P
aft tht went to makan
followed by lit remedial wif Miss Honey Huang.
tmr lit klas test.
OMG. =X
i needa do well.
( i hvnt even read th story!!) ><
aft tht went to EP wif lippy.
thn go home.
took a nap.
5 minutes later, Alvin kor kor kal me.
thn i almost slp bk le (30 seconds later)
Valerie jie jie kal me.
FORGET IT!
i go use com liao.

kk so yup thts my TODAY.
anw, Happy 17th birthday Zhao Wang!! :)

tatas ppl. :)
i gotta study and do hw and polish my boots.
tmr NPAP training start le.
wheeeeee~! ^^

2010-02-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

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2010-01-31T23:11:00.005+08:00

hmmm..
such a random tittle hor? =P
hahas.
cuz i ate chilli crab laz nite.
(craving for it agn) hmmm...
grandparents and mother sooo sweet.
they all take away half of th chilli crab for me!!
muackkxx!!
(IM HELL GLAD IM MY PARENTS AND GRANDPARENT'S ONLY PRINCESS)
Yes.
and imma proud of it.
wahahahaha!!!

hellos ppl!!
went to tuition today.
booo.. :((
thn aft tht meet shaun KO go tamp mall buy Zhao Wang's bag.
thennn..go home.
aft tht went out wif family.
went to city plaza.
OMG.
th clothes thr are like...errr...
hahas.
thn aft tht i suggested Bugis street!^^
thn okay went thr hahas.
first shop nia mummy was like "girl! what shirt u wann??!!"
she's much more excited thn me lo.
OMG i love my mother.
i just tell her wat i wan thn she okok.
whoo~! ^^
spend $100+ thr.
which is like.
more thn 10 dresses/shirts lo!!
my woredrobes FULL liao.
saw qing yang thr too.
so coincident. =P
thn aft tht went to makan katong laksa.
came bk ard 10.30pm.
tireddd. :(
gg to do sci hw now.
(POOR THING)
kk tatas ppl! :)

2010-01-30T23:04:00.003+08:00

Being in love with each other doesn't always mean you have to be lovers.

Sometimes,you just have to be friends.

... Sweet friends.

Agree?

I LURVEE RENA ONG BESTIEEEEE!!!

2010-01-30T21:16:00.005+08:00

Zhaborr,
see my heading u touched boh? xD
soooo damn jealous u got new hp lo. :(
TOUCH SCREEN SOME MORE!
me need wait another half a yr before contract end thn can change hp. :(
dunno father will let not.
i use this hp till damn sian le!
happy 18th month anniversary my dear w910i. :(

hahas..
i very guai yesterday.
cuz i slept at 11.30pm.
:D

but wake up 12 hours later.
thn chat wif Bestie on the phone.
was suppose to meet Rena <3 and Pris <3 at KFC at 12.30 de.
but i push it to 12.45pm
thn i rch thr at 1.20pm.
xDDD
see im a late queen!!
=P
aft tht i go buy my sushi and eat.
soooo nice :D
thn went to Tampines aft tht.
waited for lipan like 3mins.
so he alight wif Tao Tao.
but Tao Tao wan go home. :(
nvm nvm. soo we walk ard Tampines 1.
idk why recently my appetite damn good.
i spend all my daily allowance on food only. :(
shyt better dun grow fat. D:
i spend like $10 on food today. =P
Sushi, Honey wings and Bubble tea. :DD
k nth much.
went to MCKY.
i was screaming when i saw minnie mouse!!!!!
CUTE LO.
i keep having this random saying.
"i wish i have US 1 million. so i can buy tons of clothes ans stuff i like"
this has been going on for quite long.
hahas.
this remind me offffff..
laz tym i keep saying to my family.
U wan bet 1 million US??
then my aunt and granny will reply "aiya if u dun have 1 million US just shut ur crap up" :(
(so bad hor?) :(
then my grandpa will defend me by saying "u dont know la. ah gal (me) wanna earn 1 million US when she grow up" xDD
kk out off point.
then we jalan jalan.
pris need go off le. :(
aft tht we all leave ard 4plus la.
i PS lippy go bk wif Rena.
damn guilty sia.
cut me up into halve. :(
aft tht went bk use com awhile.
thn go sleep.
wake up on com agn. :D

OH YAA.
who noe wat happen to my com?
today quite a few tyms i use half way thn suddenly shut down.
thn another tym is.
i on com thn th screen hvnt even start th whole thing shut down.
3 times sia!!
zzzzzzzzz.
:(((

sad,tmr got tuition.
zz.
need early wake up.
haish.
thn meeting shaun KO for lunch.
aft tht wan do hw.
this week oni 1 sci ws. :D
yays mon got GEOG!!
i lovee geog and sci!!
hist like so sian.
dk wat cher tching.
DUN EVEN NOE WHICH TPOIC SHE TCHING NOW.
soo confuse.
skip here n thr.
and i in klas is day dreaming de.
tinking of wat to eat. =P
shhh.. if my cher noe i die le. =P
*TOP SECRET* xD

kk i gg to makan now.
tatas ppl. :)

2010-01-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

*yawns*
sooo tired. =X
hmm..din update my blog for a few days.
today's quite an unlucky day for me.
zzz.

yesterday (28/1/10)
morning : chiong to sku.
was almost late.
HENG AR.
thn DNT aft tht.
damn sianz.
but cool,we used th theory rm^^ <<< aircon :D
thn..aft tht is ummm..
(forget what sub le)
IPW.
grp wif sebast amrun qing yang n xiu qiang.
(xiu qiang xtra cm join us one)
GRR! ><
we named our grp 'Duh 5 Q-Bass.'
LOL.
aft tht is sci
got back klas test results.
21/25
FREAKING disappointed sia!! D:
i lost 1 mark cuz CARELESS mistake.
another mark is cuz cher din tell me thrs an error in th qns.
so i anyhow put.
zzzzzzzzzzzz
2 marks gone for good!
if not i can get at least 22 or 23 de lo. :(((
aft tht got LIT remedial.
thn went to choir at 4pm.
sang flying free :D
and stupid sad news is Mary soh wants us to perform for sku speech day.
sing SCHOOL SONG AGAIN.
ass.
i cnt particiapate in marching contingent.
cuz i gg NPAP th nxt day.
and i'll miss some fri parade too. :(
and maybe i gg to quit choir aft this yr.
cuz i can CFM she wun let me be in parade de.
i said i wan represent NPCC for marching she say NO.
so bo bian i need quit choir before nxt yr speech day.
zzz.
freaking sad and disappointed i this yr speech day not in!! DDD:

kk today.
heng dun need chiong to sku.
aft tht we gt a 'surprise' spot check for 2E and 2T.
i din cut my nails.
kena caught.
need on th spot cut.
WTF.
now nails damn short (but easier to type)
then aft tht check skirt length.
KENA agn.
wtf.
they all kal me unfold n wil check on mon.
wth.
piang ehh. zzzzzzzz.
i was super duper fed up lo.
then bk to klas.
forget to bring colour pencil.
kena fine $1.
will donate to klas fund.
so today cher collected $12.
hahas.
ally was damn funny. xD
k so aft tht PE.
did th beep test.
was having gastric pain. :(
so i ran oni 6.1?
or sth idk.
qing yang 15!!
whoo pro.
aft tht mt klas.
cher took half n hr collect hw.
wth.
thn ting xie.
we're having mt ting xie every mon wed n fri. DDD:
aft tht eng klas test.
did compo.
thn sku end le.
went cantten find val alvin they al.
thn went to find lipan n ryan.
went to ep wif myatomato n lippy aft tht.
thn go bk for NPCC parade.
got a new HO. :)
was not like very very very firece as i imagined lo.
very nice sir. :D
today parade is sian de lo.
NO DRILLS!
piang ehh.
sing-a-long session for sec 1 and 2.
sec 3 RIFLE DRILL BY RUJIA!!!
GRRRRRR!!! ><
thn we all played game.
floorball. :(
but i din play cuz i dun wan to.
hehes.
sit 1 corner look at handsome guys. xD
(jkjk)
aft tht dismissal,
went to EP makan wif lippy and alvin.
ben and michelle joined us aft tht.
so ben michelle and alvin leave early left me n lippy.
chiong for th first bus.
i damn damn tired.
almost doze off in np. =P
so now.. use com.
chat online blog etc.
damn freaking tired today.
so i gonna slp any moment.
TIRED!!
i wanna go get my beauty slp. xD

thts all.
i dun tink wil be posting tmr.
maybe i studying tmr.
or sleep until 3pm.
or whatever idk.

kk tatas ppl!! :))

2010-01-25T12:32:00.002+08:00

thinking of ways to improve my english...
my english is so broken.
because i've been speaking singlish for the past 13 years.
and now i realise..
my english is so hell damn bad.
YES.
but i dont have the time to sit down and read story books.
because im so hell damn busy and i have a life. :D

look at my schedule (NOW)
6am-1.30pm : school
1.30 pm - 6.30pm : SLACCCCCCCK / CCA. (GOSH)
6.30pm - 7pm : laze at home.
7pm - 10pm : computer / TV.
10pm - 12.30am : homework
12.30am - 1am : bathe
1am - 6am : sleeep

th reason i fell sick because i have insufficient sleeping hours.
but i just cannot live without com.
its as tempting and addictive like a drug.
BUT in order to resist the temptation,
i must first have self control and discipline.

as i mentioned im busy.
but not really. =P
im just lazy to do things and leave everything to the last minute.
im a typical singaporean student. :)
all LAST MINUTE,SURE CAN ONE.
sooo i think im gonna re-schedule my 'timetable'
hmmm..
6am - 1.30 pm : school
1.3pm -3pm : lunch + slack. =P
3.30pm - 5.30pm : homework
5.30pm - 6.30pm : TV.
6.30 - 8pm : com maybe?
8pm-9pm : com / revision.
9pm - 10pm : TV.
then lalala. i do what i wan.
have to be in bed before 11pm. =P
okok! perfect plan. :D

so yeah.
that's all.
as for ways to improe my english.
hmmmm.
read more books/newspaper.
IF. I. HAVE. THE. TIME. :DDD

thats all ppl.
IM OFF TO STUDY + do homework + do maths revision + see doctor (to take MC)
=XX

2010-01-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

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2010-01-24T19:15:00.002+08:00

sorry people for not updating blog th past few days.
DAMN LAZY.

so yesterday,i went to my aunt's wedding.
(YES th aunt's thts damn close to me. the aunt i always mention abt tht 1)
OMG she so damn damn chio luhhs! :DDD
finally she and her BF get married le.
15 years together!!
since sec 4.
envy envy.
wonder will my bf in sec 4 be my future husband. xD

kk so ytd was suppose to wake up at 6am.
(idk for wat but they wake me upp)
thn i go slp till 7.30am.
aft tht quite alot of aunt's frenz cm our hse le.
thn i makan n change all these.
mum hlp me make up! :D
so th grom came ard 9am.
then we all went to this somewhr to take pic.
seriously sian lo.
1 hr plus nth to do.
haiz.
aft tht went to fort canning take pic.
lalala.
thn me, my mum and th couple went bk to hotel and rest.
me n mum SLEEP till 5pm =P
aft tht went down to makan.
(buffet style)
thn got more guest cming.
thn take pic.
eat.
entertain guest lo.
and i played iPod.
was online at msn =P
so we went bk ard 10pm.
i took th top layer of th wedding cake home.
its sugar icing.
and yes.
I TOOK IT BACK W/O ANY CONTAINER.
juz hold in my hand hahas.
thn went out aft tht.
rch hm ard 1am ++
having fever.
all th way till noon today.
now fever has subsided.
ZZZ
dk tmr gg to sku anot.
I DUN WAN GO SKU!!
cuz got sci test n i din do my maths hw.
LUCKILY today no maths tuition.
cuz cher oso sick.
woohoo!
aunt's wedding pic will be uploaded at my fb.
(when i have th tym) =P

kk tatas ppl. ^^